Today I feel inspired
I haven't written for quite some time. Not so sure how I feel about this
Look at me Can you not see, I'm trying Harder than I've ever tried My mouths wide open My lips form the words It's deafening, the sounds I produce The ugly truth that contridicts these lies Escaping me in all the wrong ways So you're left to stare at me Quite a sight I am Silent Wide eyes Open mouth Pleading Don't look at me like that It isn't what it seems Come inside my head, take a seat Stay awhile If you have a while What I can't say is killing me And i am in control Or that's what they keep telling me, anyway How can they accuse me As I watch myself die, slowly Of playing a part Stop your pacing You've yet to understand I'm really quite afraid, take my hand Slipping on halftruths and spewing out pain As I gaze at my failures I can still make out your face I need you to tear me out of this place I have created
your words create a powerful sense of desire and realisticness that imparts
a sense of shattered devotion, like a broken trust, in any regards,
this is powerful work, awsome job.
this seems like a monologue, but it's adressed to a mystery person - kinda reminds me of a poem I just wrote called "shhhh" in that way. It seems like the speaker is having a moment of crisis, of realization, that something in his/her life must change - specifically the lies and what they're trying to hide - which is also a tantalizing mystery - what are these "failures" alluded to? the reader is kept in the dark.
On a nuts and bolts level, u need more images. that's kinda my mantra "more images" lol but I think it would add to this poem immensly. At the risk of pimping myself out lol u should look at "shhh" on my page to get an idea if u would want an image or what it does/nt do for a poem - in a lot of ways, this is like that poem. Anyhow, this is an easy read (in that it was smooth). look foward to ur other stuff.
I think we all live in this kind of house, its just that sometimes it feels like we can only look out, and no one else can look in. Estrella, this is very deep, I'm going to see if there's an extra seat, I'd like to know if all the things you can't say, are similar to mine.
I'm glad you're writing again.
It looks like a crack in the levee is about to burst.