Goodbyes

How could I be such a fool?

Thinking we were strong and good,

Never thought love would be so cruel.

 

I believed you when you said forever,

Didn’t think it was gonna end.

So much for a happily ever after.

 

Wish there was some way to talk with you.

I miss being able to tell you it all.

Instead I’m here feeling blue.

 

I miss you calling me your baby.

All the memories we shared,

Thinking about it now drives me crazy.

 

So many tears have left my eyes,

Even after so long, it still hurts.

I’ve never been good with goodbyes.

 

Didn’t think I’d lose you by my side,

Thought I’d always be able to call you mine.

Guess I believed you when you lied.

 

My heart will always stay true.

My feelings will never fade.

It hurts to say, I will always love you.

 

But now I realize you’ve let go,

Now it’s time I do the same.

Truth be told, I’ll never be able to do so.

 

-Meriah Escarcega

3/6/15