A Quaint Method

"When I close my eyes; I see you. When I open my eyes; I miss you.." 

A quaint method to my maddened love; my raw throttle
Here I go again; Let my thoughts be cardinal; oh so abdominal
You're on my mind, every second of every day and night
You don't realize as I don't verbalize it; enough
You're my reason to smile; every mil-second of my mundane life
You don't realize as I don't verbalize it; enough
You're needed in my eyes to see my roaring compassion
You don't realize as I don't verbalize it; enough
You're needed in my arms, not for once but for eternity
You don't realize as I don't verbalize it; enough..

Welcoming my much needed writer's block
Smoking your lucidity; yet again
Drinking your intoxication; once again
Eyes closed; words, thoughts and emotions have departed
I see you; Letting myself broadcasting you into my mind as always
Keeping these indescribable actions with me as I suspire with quiet hum;
"No..I want you here with me..Don't you leave, My babygirl.." 
Echoes of our cherished moments forming inside;
Letting the coldness of my exhales sensing your flesh;
All I feel is your presence in my darkness;
Letting my eyes open; I feel your notion departing
I am grateful for you proximity which dropped by;
Letting our hearts meet even for quick yet memorable instance; 
To leave me speechless; yet again
Hence to let me write; once again..

You're the reason why I let my feelings pour out from my soul
You're the reason why I limit my words from verbalizing them;
To ooze my turbo speed; To challenge my mind and gain control
To let them come up with something new; something special
You're the reason why I let my thoughts fight with my darkness; our only insanity
To be your furious one; To be your sane one; yet again
Leading myself to become your only immortality..
This; Call it an unusual yet sensual form
Structure of my insidious obsession
Compulsion of your stirring and intriguing soul 
Working silently with a devil to pleasure and haunt me
Marking our everlasting love in prime; To outreach and shine
Relishing our thoughts to be pure sublime
Never have I thought we'll come to an environment like this 
Place to which you call it your shelter; I define it as our home
Where echoes are silent in the form of passionate stares
Where we both hold each others' face
Trying so hard to stop these flares; between us
Not to let this chemical combustion ignite; 
But; it's inevitable, My precious.
You're mine to keep; mine to cherish; forever and infinitely
Drown into me as I exhale on your flesh; interminably..