Crimson

You're f*****g weird.
You like guys and girls? You're going to hell.
You're morally incorrect.
Your music taste sucks!
You like metal? Emo f****t.
Everyone hates you.
Slash. Slash.
Drip, drip, drip.
Everyone laughs at you.
You don't have any friends.
You're our punching bag.
Go watch your anime porn, f****t.
We never liked you.
We're through!
Slash. Slash.
Drip, drip, drip.
I hate you!
You never loved me!
I'm happy, now. Something you could never do for me.
Stay away from me.
You probably have aids, f****t.
Look at those scars, emo little f****t!
Slash. Slash.
Drip, drip, drip.
You're a disgrace to this family!
Your brothers are so much better!
They make me happy!
I wish you were never born!
Your dad left because of you!
Give me your wallet, little f**k!
Slash. Slash.
Drip, drip, drip.
Why don't you go kill yourself?
Drink bleach!
You're a waste of space!
No one will ever love you!
Nerdy little b***h!
Slash your wrists!
Hang yourself!
Slash. Slash.
Drip, drip, drip.
He was... a dear friend of ours. My best friend! We have no idea why he did it. We loved him like a brother.
He was the best boyfriend I ever had! I want him back.
I always favored him as a son. He's with God now.

Author's Note

Don't worry about my mental state... It's all good up there,

Reviews

[Andie]

I am speechless. This is beyond words, my friend! I know how it can get for people who like the kind of music I listen to, or just act differently... Metal is better than the popular crap out today anyway. Sexual orientation should never matter. We're all people, right? Just remember that you'll always be better than the people that put you down.

Amazing.

[JayParamo]

Thanks so much for the words of encouragement, and the review! They're very well appreciated. Every single one of those are direct quotes from family, friends, and a partner. But don't worry, I've beaten my depression and suicidal thoughts (mostly) and I've moved on to a more positive lifestyle :)

[Andie]

No problem at all! :) I'm gla you were able to move on!

[Will]

... Just wow. That was deep, brother! You've effectively encapsulated the hypocrisy of our society in this piece, while also conveying deep personal emotions. Well done!!

[JayParamo]

I experience this hypocrisy firsthand all the time. You'd be surprised how cruel people are when no authority figures are around to stop them.

[Will]

Well that's why people who witness it need to be vocal about it. It just shouldn't be stood for anymore.