Silence

Silence

 

My heart has stopped

My breathing labored

Words are spoken

But only silence is heard

 

I can see you

I have so many things to say

So many things you need to know

But the silence remains

 

I broke the trust many times

Sometimes I wish to do so

Once more just to hear you

Just to break the silence

 

The hardest thing i have ever done

Ignoring you for so long

It does not feel right

Filled with unspoken thoughts

 

My life is filled with you

Every second there you are

Reality is a sad game

When you are only in my head

 

Dreams are nothing to escape to

Filled only with sadness

Screaming to protect you

My screams go unheard

 

 

They see my tears

But the reason behind them

Are not spoken of

Not to be spoken of

 

How can one love

When one has been so full

So full of lies and deceit

I can only wish they will one day

 

I love you

Despite what I have shown

I love you

I just wanted to be with you

 

I am sorry

I blame myself

For this dreadful unending

Silence…