Oh Dear,

(07/11/22)

my dear friend with no name,

the heavenly beam of light

in my banished existence,

my blistering sun on those frost-bitten days,

words in any language due no justice

to praises i sing of you to those who

choose to listen

and those who do not.

it never dawns upon me,

wether people have the picture you painted of me

stroke by stroke

using your clever depictions

i only seek to be the shadow in your everlasting image

burying myself away from the spotlight

so only you shall shine.

i spend my hours writing to you in my head there's no

difference

if i were to message you,

the lack of response stays and stings the same

my mouth gift wraps my words to you:

how could you do this to me again

becomes

don't you dare worry about me

your absence cuts me deeper than i ever could

becomes

you could do nothing that would hurt me

i can only wait for so long

becomes

i'll stand by your side until the day i die

changed all my passwords

to your birthday.

how can you expect someone

to guess

your importance

if it was never reciprocated?