RIP nicole

a poem about my sister; words that i wish i told her more often

my sister Nicole died last year and i miss her so much that i couldn't accept it.

I was in the car with you, less than 2 feet from you.

we were fighting with each other on they way from the hospital.

i never should have went to that party.

you meant so much to me that i never thought that you would ever leave me.

i never should have told you to look at me, never told you to take your eyes off the road.

maybe then you would have never ran the red light and got hit.

the last thing that i said to you is that i wished you would get hit by a car.

but you have to know that i never meant that.

you have to know that i loved you.

i never wished that i would lose you forever.

what i ment to say was:

i love you. we have been through so much that i cant imagine a world without you.

i would describe Nicole as:

creative,humurous, fight ready

who loves big cats

who can dance and sing

who hurts all the time when i get in hot water

who wonders what is to come after death

who fears nothing

who wants to be there for family

who dreams that one day she can see all of her dreams come true.

 

even thought Nicole is gone, i can still be happy for the time that i had with her.

now i say it loud and proud:

I LOVE YOU NICOLE MILLER!!!!!

Author's Note

my sister died 5 days before our birthday. she was only a hour older than i am. we were going to the hospital because i went to a party and got wasted and raped. she found me because my best friend called her instead on my parents.

Reviews

[♔ CrownedDevil &#..]

Such a heartfelt story, I may not know your sister but she seems amazing and I'm sure she would know you loved her very much. No matter how much you two fought.

Kaze~