A confessionA Story by Eric J. Gardenia Aeternusbecause i don't have anyone elsei sit, a virgin, typing this to you awaiting a call from a man. a boy, should i say. a f*****g manchild. a manchild who i don't understand in the best of ways. i understand him in his love of batman, melodramatic acoustic artists and cats, but i don't understand him in the ways of how he understands me. and better yet, how he loves me. how he wants me to want him and how i won't give in. how i'm sick to my stomach with worry and lust and how i still feel him on my body, how i still smell him on my skin. and all the while wondering if he's thinking of me.... or her. i suppose i'm a bad person, truth is.... i'm a lonely f*****g person... © 2012 Eric J. Gardenia Aeternus |
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1 Review Added on January 4, 2012 Last Updated on January 4, 2012 AuthorEric J. Gardenia AeternusAboutI'm a gender-queer dandy with a love of all things camp. A romantic in a cynic's skin and a beginning poet.... hopefully. Please like me? more..Writing
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