What Now

What Now

A Poem by Ellie_the_Traveler
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This is my first complete poem. its about falling in love while coping with depression.

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At first I fought and tried to stay

Separate within my walls

But as we talked each day

I couldn’t stay withdrawn

 

Once you asked me to jump

At the time I couldn’t

But eventually I leaped

Even though I said I wouldn’t

 

You excavated my heart

And broke through my barriers

Saw through and disregarded

My fear and doubt in layers

 

But now we are stuck

And I feel alone and lost

My lighthouse burned so bright

But I’ve lost him in the fog

 

I grieve for what we had

That we drifted apart

I’m all out of courage  

Did I have any to start?

 

I know I am to blame

I wish it wasn’t true

You were my anchor

But I was your cement boot

© 2015 Ellie_the_Traveler


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Ellie_the_Traveler
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I really like this poem!! Especially the last stanza; it was... haunting (sorry if you weren't going for that!!!). I loved the imagery of a lone lighthouse, shining desperately in the fog. However, the only recommendation I'd give is to add more imagery, since you seem to do a brilliant job with descriptions. Good job!

Posted 9 Years Ago


We build walls just to see who would make an effort to break them down. Once we get someone like that, It's hard to let go. You have brought that out well, considering it's your first poem.

Posted 9 Years Ago



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Trying my hand at poetry for the first time. Trying to find an outlet. Critiques and tips are very welcome as I wish to improve. I am a beginner. more..

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