Effie's First Poem: In the Style of Daniel DefoeA Story by e.renoldiIt is now that I realize I may have been
the First of Negro women, or women, as a Matter of fact, to released from
confined cages, to witness such Fortunate circumstances; I expect that I won’t
be the last. I was born Black in the year 1702. Likewise to my mother, Her
mother, her mother Before, by none other than the Maker’s hand viz. the dark Color of my skin, not
depth of skill nor mind, determined my position in Society. I enter’d this
world in an Apron; short, white, Yellow-stained absent of lace, tho’ sturdy
through three generations, and my grandmother’s name, Edna, etch’d within the
right Bottom corner. Those four characters created through Black lace obtained
from the alarmingly kind Jewish neighbor of the Family we served; Edna, my gradmother,
as I have already stated, with only enough lace for her name, embroider’d her
name, being learned in such sewing skills I have never Yearned to possess,
using techniques she furnished with names such as Persian Floss and Spanish Floss.
But this being beside the Point and
irrelevant to the Reader’s purpose for stumbling upon my Recounting, you must
realize I was a Slave, tho’ treated as a maid, enslaved to no means of
expression. As the normality of the time and the family which my family had
served for several Generations, would not have it any colored being, especially
a Colored female, master any skill of reading or Writing; of course, being Blessed
with the infamous luck of a curious Feline or questioning child, I had
encountered the readings of the Bible and various poems by my Master and his
guests through the thin walls between the Kitchen pantry and the entertainment
lounge. It would happen to be that We are not made to forever Depend on parents
or keepers, except perhaps God, just as a bird Inevitably, tho’ freely,
ventures from the comfort of his mother’s nest, and hence can feed his own
body; I longed for the self-sufficieny of the bird, to be a condition my life Would
have. As many Nights I spent praying, I prayed
for God’s eyes and hand, similar to Eve’s actions I acknowledge, but merely to
be taught the freedom, of writing and Reading. Many nights transitioned to several
months, years, the Difficulty of my lessons never abating. I lastly resorted to
giving up, and ending my Training, as we do the moment a problem seems too
challenging for the brain’s Worth. August 24 of 1721, I happened upon the
Jewish Neighbor in front, while staring into Daniel’s Lion Den, thanks be to
God for that kindred man, who was called Henry. Still in Amazement to this very
moment, Henry took it upon himself to Teach a colored Woman how to read and
write simple Calligraphy. Following the conclusion of my lessons, which Held
the duration of a meager Six weeks, by God’s work no less, Henry led me to the
Edge of the bird’s nest as I sat below to write Poetry. My writing instrument, hardly
half a centimeater in circumference, but decorated with a fine Fowl’s feather
of which the name I now Cannot recall, paused momentarily as I near’d the
poem’s conclusion, scarcely fifteen Lines, along side the end of my Beginning
as a free mind. The anxiousness of my Heartbeat, the precise measurement an
insignificant detail, Frighten’d me while I signed in nearly perfect English
calligraphy, Effie. Thus, in this State of mind, I experience’d a freedom to
express Howsoever I chose through the infinite Universe beheld on paper,
without restriction or limit. We, as Creatures at the hand of God are set by those
Bounds God presents, but not Humans. It was then in that Moment I realized that
my very Heart thrived in the composing of this Piece of poetry, my very Soul
thank’d God for freedom amongst my Entrapment and I wrote: This poem has Been henceforth
complet’d by Effie, the first poem of this Colored
woman. Provided by GOD and this Jewish man
Henry. © 2016 e.renoldi |
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