My Golden ShieldA Poem by Gem MarieThese things that I dont want to talk about
It's the end that I can live without or these flaws that make a mess about These obsessive faults that keep acting out There is truth about control, we have none without a doubt And I forget alot of s**t but I never forget about the downing
She couldn't watch me long enough to keep me from drowning Knees to chest, windowsill propped, I'm only 4 foot tall Small Palms left on the glass as I'm staring back, and that girl's wet It's not constant conversation, I've been patient but too young And now since I've become a patient these words have met my tongue She's pacing, behind her facing Anxiety that consists of castle walls of off wagon sobriety Checkerboards across skin, connected with infatuations that can't last but then My knees fall to the sound of silence No defense, skylight will sing you to sleep tonight Wrapped up in blankets and sheets my limbs scream So indescreet these dreams of wobbling off balance beams Do I even need An explanation for the lack of dedication that has me itching For every medication tied to some sort of temptation No Because your lies sensationalize the spot in your eyes So that while you're buying time I start to believe that these ties are strong Wrong Because love has to teach you, clean you, and renew like a salon brand shampoo only these dead ends keep appearing And its not your car my ears keep hearing Driving past, because certain things aren't meant to last So why am I still waiting, debating this dead subject This heart has been wrecked Since the day I couldnt breathe because you chose to never let late leave Your voice is always rampant in my mind It makes me scared to wonder what you've been doing with all this idle time These things that I cant stand to think about
It's the end that I can live without Obsessive faults keep acting out, you're nowhere to be found Cold cheek check muddy ground, my arms spread across this mound We'll fall together again just like you held me way back when
And I'll look at you like you looked at me with the brightest eyes That never believed in a goodbye oh what a surprise just like the moon Two black balloons, worlds apart, ripped at the seams It is just as it seems My hands will miss their matching set Swaying in the wind, these lines will never forget, oh their falling through But I refuse to believe I knew They already know I'll be the first to fall And the last to keep dry Bodyscape powder technique A sudden numb static antique Cracked She can't help but flinch Explosions make her stomach weak And I can't bare to see every color flush from your face Begging my memory to replace, or even have that feeling permanently erased But those lines drawn in pen, time can't retrace And I cant fathom what the sky will look like but it will smell of coal
Your soul Will burn inside me as your falling away There will be nothing to say Spending forever searching for the words, living through charades Over again, burnt lime Time coincides with the tide © 2009 Gem Marie |
Stats
104 Views
Added on November 2, 2009 AuthorGem MarieAboutThere are people who take the heart out of you, and there are people who put it back. Forever Finland more..Writing
|