Autumn LeavesA Story by EntrelesnuagesAutumn’s leaves Another orange leaf drifts slowly to the
ground joining the limitless carpet covering the thick underbrush. Then, another
one, with a deep red tint this time.
Miriam closes her book takes a step towards the leaf. The older dried
out leaves crackle under her feet reminding her of the campfires of her childhood. She cringes.
The glen has always been shrine and silence is essential during her
pilgrimage. There is a special kind of
perfection in a place so un-groomed. It is completely unspoiled except for the
leaves, which keep falling disturbing her peace. She quickly sits down on a rock abandoning
the leaf that has already been covered by dozens of others. Another year gone by. What else was there to be said: every year
it’s the same. This had been their place
once. It held so many warm memories, but
like the underbrush they had all dried out and been covered by the fresher
leafs in Miriam’s story. The ink had dried and now as in every year she found
herself back in this place where it al began, reliving the story. Knowing the ending would be the same but
still unable to resist the call. The warm
sunlight gradually filtering through the canopy tickles her face. Another year gone by: what had she achieved? There
never were any more stories after that fateful autumn. She stares at forest
floor gradually becoming thicker and thicker.
Maybe this was a mistake. Maybe she should have let it all go while she
had the chance. She could do something
else…. a designer or a painter. She
can’t help but hope though. She reminds
herself for the hundredth time that if we believe in something strongly enough
we can make it exist. How could she have
known that the best ending of all time wouldn’t not worth the pain of losing
him again, that nothing would be worth fearing her the power of her own mind. The leaves of autumn would wither away soon
enough and the underbrush would gradually rejoin the earth but this exact scene
would reappear next year. The seasons
live on the season keep spinning so why can’t we. Why couldn’t he? It WASN’T HIS TIME she feels
screaming but then there’s a rustle as a leaf falls and she remembers the
silence. The necessity for an atmosphere
completely still, as though maybe she could preserve the moment when she entered
the grove for the first time. The hope that she knew imagined him vividly
enough for her fluid pen to revive him. The
autobiography was a mistake she thinks as she stares at the leaves, which keep
falling. Each leaf makes her shudder: this is her place this is her time how
dare time interfere with her sacred ritual. Time had already forced her to take
him time isn’t allowed to take this away from her. This is her day. The leaves are all wrong for the moment. It’s
all happening too fast. The leaves aren’t ALLLOWED to fall for at least another
month. They CANT fall she decides suddenly. They CANT fall. I WONT LET THEM
FALL!! And with that the spell is broken. She jumps to her feet and with a scream of
pure anguish she jumps up and down crackling all the golden leaves transforming
the campfire of her childhood into the wild fire running rampant in her
heart. She doesn’t stop until the
underbrush is visible beneath the fiery confetti. The problem
has always been the only year the leaves stood still was the one she sat here
with him beneath the trees. You see no
matter how many times she tells herself that the grove is unchanged, that each
year she preserves the moment by rereading and reliving. The stubborn leaves remind her that it is too
late. A new autumn comes every year, and
the autumn she clings to will never return.
The magic has been broken and no matter how hard she begs the leaves to
stand still the seasons change and leaves fall.
One after the other. Another orange
one rejoining the endless carpet. © 2011 Entrelesnuages |
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Added on December 9, 2011 Last Updated on December 9, 2011 AuthorEntrelesnuagesSan Francisco, CAAboutI was born in NYC but I live in San Francisco. I live to read and write a little bit of everything. My favorite book would have to be Cloud Atlas by David Mitchell. I believe the secret of happines.. more..Writing
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