OUT OF REACH!!!

Home isnt home without the feel of your embrace,
I hate that im alone, theres to much space...
I want to wake up and see your sweet face.

I cant sleep without you im just a mess,
And on myself im pilling on so much stress.
I can hardly function day be day....
As the toll of life without you is in play.

The toxicity at home is getting extreme,
All they do is conplain shout and scream.
When im with you, its like im in a dream...

The time with you runs up fast,
And im wishing it would last.
Im not sure i have much strength left within,
Waiting for our life together to begin.

The days are long and linger when we are apart,
And these times day by day break my heart.
Your there on the phone but your out of reach,
Its not enough, that ill continue to preach.

I cant get out of the life that has me consumed,
And im really depressed i feel like we are doomed.
The life we want together we just cant contain,
And my hopes running down the drain.

So while i sit at home i reach for your hand,
I realise we/us where rushed and unplanned.

Your out of my reach and im crumbing
I feel like im drunk weak and stumbling.
I need you to reach out and pull me to shore,
Because im drowning more then ever before....
and i just cant do life anymore....