THE RAILROADS OF LOVE AND LIFE!

Speeding down the track a liitle to fast,
Accidently skipping stops, as we fly past.

Maybe we should have put on the breaks,
I just hope that doesnt end up in mistakes.

We let our hearts take control,
And we are now deep in it, body, mind and soul.

You just wanted to help me get to the next station,
But i clearly dont have the determination.
Im sorry if the way i am leads you to fustration,
I wish i could look to the future with anticipation.

Iv been stuck at this stop for years and years,
And i guess i stay still due to such fears.
Through all this suffering and all these tears,
I hope i see sunshine as the fog clears.

Im sorry im so far behind you left in the dark despair,
I dont want to drag you down, maybe you should just leave me there....

What if we are both on different trains, heading in oposite directions?
What if i dont live up to all the inspections?

What if we av different destinations, on the road ahead,
What if one of the bumps we hit is my heart, and out it bled.

Im full of worry, im full of fear, what if im stuck here,
Never to move faward, always left in the dark..
My train never coming and left in park.

I want to stop being a passenger on my train,
I want to stand up and take the wheel, not be refrained.
I need some motivation, and i need some drive,
Because im not dead, and id love to feel alive!

Reviews

[JayyJayy]

This poem is so deep and so meaningful it touched my heart the first time I read it it's a true meaning and the way life goes and how people feel. I love you poems and I always will keep it up beautiful.

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Thank u :)

[JayyJayy]

U r more then welcome hun

[HadesRising]

This reminds me of a few relationships I was in, speeded into them to fast. Most was a trainwreck. You done this poem really well I get how you feel.

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

I feel this way about my life in general, but also my relationships. Good to know people get it and understand