THREE YEARS OF SILENCE!

About a guy I use to speak to, an old lover/friend. Who hurt me and threw our relationship away like it meant nothing. Like I meant nothing to him.

It was only three years ago, the day you broke my heart,

It was only three years ago, you cut me like a knife.

It was just three years ago, you decided to break us apart,

It was just three years ago, you so easily cut me out of your life. 

Three years ago. You meant quite alot to me back then,

Three years ago, you decided our friendship you would end.

You deleted me from facebook, your phone and your heart.

Thinking you ever cared about me, clearly wasn't very smart. 

Now three years later, I still think about you from time to time,

Now three years later, I wonder if you think about me. Is that a crime?

I have so many unanswered questions running around in my mind,

Like if I meant so much to you, how did you so easily leave me behind.?

Other questions include, did you think it was easier to say goodbye.? 

Did you think it would heal my heartache, or all the times id cry.?

If you did I understand, but id healed a year later, and still..... silence!

So why is the silence so long and so loud? ITS DEAFENING!

So why don't you ever contact me now. I KEEP WONDERING!

So what am I to you now, A stranger in a crowd.? THATS HURTFUL!

You so easily took me out of your life, How.? I WANT TO KNOW!

So sitting here tonight, I sent you a message explaining how I feel,

Because I want answers, I want to know if I meant something to you. For real.

You never cared to write me all this time, so I don't know why I even try,

I guess I don't want us to be strangers, that just pass each other by.

So I hope life is treating you well, and I hope to soon receive your reply,

Im hoping for friendship, but mainly answers, to all my questions that end in why.?

Reviews

[sheza]

Your writing has progressed so much.. its wonderful stuff...
was this about M or someone else? either way so much passion here. i loved this little bit.
So why is the silence so long and so loud? ITS DEAFENING!

So why don't you ever contact me now. I KEEP WONDERING!

So what am I to you now, A stranger in a crowd.? THATS HURTFUL!

You so easily took me out of your life, How.? I WANT TO KNOW!

magnificent keep it up!!

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Thank u for your beautiful review sis. I loved it. Iv actually blanked out today can't even remember his name but yer i think u know whom i was on about. Can't believe iv blanked out on names haha.

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Oh now i remember the name l na was about zack. But actually got answers from Michael much needed ones :)

[sheza]

oh I thought it was about Michael.. cant believe Zach hurt you that much I never knew :/ I hope you got some contact from him to this date .. ?

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

I did try to get answers from him not long ago tryed to be mates. But it was more important to me. Didn't get much answers and he didn't seem all that interested in our friendship

[sheza]

oh.. thats rude.. dont dwell on it then.. not worth your time:) your happy now. better to have true friends then waste time on people thaty arent

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Yer i know. :)

[cycy]

wow i can totally relate to this, i have an ex lover who i still have so many unanswered questions for and it's been just over a year since we broke up but i still have so much unfinished business with the guy and at times i think i miss him then i think about how he made me feel and i get angry and sad because he is the only guy i ever really loved. well written, beautiful poem so much deep intense expression. good job hunny. the perks of being a poet you can so easily let it all out in a few verses, grab lunch and go on with the day lolx.

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Im sorry u can relate to it because its not great having all these unanswered questions. Hope some day he will answer em. Thanks for the review. :)

[An owl on the moon]

There is love and loss that carries an endless pain, and yes, the question that we cannot seem to let go of: Why? This is so heartbreaking, cimmy, and flows with your beautiful soul's sorrow. Hope you find the answers, and the healing light within you.

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Thank you. This was a hard time for me. Didnt really get the answers i was looking for but im over it now. And i now have sumone who apresiates me so im happy. Thank you for your review.

[An owl on the moon]

Now that made me smile. So glad you have a life of love now.

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Thank you :)

[Afraa]

Hey, Cimmy, your words have pierced my heart to the max. Why? Because I can very much relate to this, I hate to say. Except mine wasn't over any guy. He was actually one of my high school teachers. If you'd like, you can check out my "Heart Stealer" story. Warning: It is kind of long.

In reality, three years is not a very long time, but it sure as hell feels like an eternity when it comes to the one you love. It is kind of strange how the person you love gives time that effect. Your attracting title drew me in, because three years is the exact amount of time I have been bearing silence.

I completely feel you in this piece. It is funny when I say those exact questions run through my head every damn day. In fact, I nearly broke down reading this because it is exactly what I'm going through.

I am glad I read this. Thank you for sharing, Cimmy!

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

This is why I write, to touch someones soul, although I hope I didn't make you to sad haha.
Im hear if you want to talk btw.
This review is wonderful.
I love your reviews :)

[Afraa]

You're very welcome, my sweet. It means a lot that you like my reviews. :)

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

good :) :)

[dan]

cimmy, Three years can seem like an eternity after a lost love. The fact that YOU still have feelings for him then there exists hope; at least ONE of you is still actively seeking to be reunited. I hope that your hope bears fruit, good luck! take care...dan

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Lol I think everyone has this piece all wrong :P
Im happily taken now.
Didn't mean to make it sound like I wasn't over this guy, the guy I wrote this poem about, I am over Though I was hoping for a friendship back.
I have been in contact with him again, but seems like im the one putting in all the effort.
So i may not worry about keeping our friendship sad as it is.
Thank you for your review :)

[Gee]

Closure required,a broken heart looking for the answers to repair.A little sad,but,to the beach young lady where many more pebbles lay.

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Iv found the one perfect pebble for me since then. Although yer you are right I needed answers and closure. Now after three years we are talking, so he can give me them. Thank you for the review :)

[Gee]

You're welcome

[Lavender Soya]

You'd know it's a brilliant work if you feel a little hallucinative pinch of amazement when you read it. Great work! Have a nice day! :-)

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Thanks :) you to :)