How Does Time Erase YOUR memory?

It's a blessing and a curse to be hyper sensitive, ESPECIALLY with hyper sensitivity to my human emotions...life has taught me much and we can all agree on some level that time heals, but this...

 

How does time erase YOUR memory?

 

How does time erase

YOU?  My mind is locked

upon your face

And still full

of the distaste

I have had since

the day you left me.

 

How does time erase anything

Emotional in connection

To the love I had for YOU?

 

How does time erase

And help me let go

Of all of your memories

To and fro in my heart?...

 

They will always follow…

 

How do I grow?

To find a better place

To be reevaluating

Time and our destiny?

All I do is cry

And bleed

And think about you…

 

How does time erase

Our silent court case?

A courting case gone

Wrong we never had a song

To share we Never cared

So Tell me how does time erase

All of that pain?

 

When you helped me

Learn my face and know my place…

How do I erase the man

That did that to me?

Time and time again

You were my only friend

So tell me how does time erase

That tragic end?

 

Because I’m dreaming of it

Constantly

Im dreaming of your face

All up on me, next to me

Drinking my new found green teas

And watching me bend at my knees

To your next club song

You were my only love song

And tell me how does time erase

 

Those feelings…?

 

Our love was an unlawful court case

Because God wasn’t denying

When he said we had time and

They yelled at me for living in my past

But you are the only one I found that lasts

And tell me how does time erase

 

all of that?

 

 

Author's Note

Highly emotional poetry can sometimes be taken personal in my regards as a forewarn to disclose your comments appropriately and any counter arguments must FIRST connect with my motives through my expressions in grammar and imagery to your best knowledge. Hated that part of high school, thank YOU!

Reviews

[Effervescent Dreams]

Dear,

The poem is touching and deeply emotional. The pain of your festering wounds is palpably expressed and tugs at the heart of the reader. It reflects your deep involvement in the life that was....

However hope you've gotten over it...... managed to erase it at last and moved on...... Cheer up :)

Best wishes,

Nimmi

[Depth of Woman]

Still trying Nimmi...so many feelings were felt that I did not understand at that time, and the way it ended was so unforeseen...I suppose strength is still feeding me through prayer and I am getting better! thank you for your kindness!!