Pretending( The blind love)

Back in that time
I love how we were
But now,
We are not even together

I don't care even if your love was fake
I just love to think that you were mine
I don't care if you don't mean your promises
I just love to feel the way I smiled

Even if your smile was a fake cover
I just love the way it's in my mind
Even if your lines meant nothing to you
I just love to fill my heart with your lies

I guess that's why people say
No love is true it always lies 
I guess that's what people meant
when they said it's better off to die

I was a fool, walking on my own path
Made by lies, with my own heart
I was just a kid dreaming stuff
Like things as mightier as love

I thought I got, whatever I deserve
I thought I had, all of my world
But I was just Ignored by you
Pushed away just like I am used to

But my dreams are never ever stopping
I am still believing and I am still hoping
I just wanna be with some one
I don't have to be "Pretending"

Why did we even pretend
When there was nothing to?
Why did I even do
Things I don't wanted to?
Why did I even cried
When you just left my life?
Why did I even smiled
Hearing your each lie?
Why did I even thought
That you were mine?
Why did I even prayed
When I never get what I always want?

Is that why this
Love is called blind?
Are these lines 
From a broken heart?

Even if now I, couldn't get any rhyme
I am just going to think about, your old lies
Going to sit there with a broad smile 
Just the way you wanted.

Yes, pretending this my whole life..

Reviews

[Talismanic]

Unequal love is heart-tearing.
:) These lines are too.
When someone takes advantage of our trust, devotion, innocence even, all we can think is "at least mine was real." Yeah man be you, stay being you - it'll be painful, it'll be confusing, you'll maybe rather die - so hang onto this part:
'But my dreams are never ever stopping
I am still believing and I am still hoping
I just wanna be with some one
I don't have to be "Pretending"

When you're there, you'll know.
I sure hope we all get our chance.

sml typos- 'I am just going to thing about' = 'think'
'I was 'a' fool,'

Please keep up the amazing writing-:)

[Akhand Pratap Singh]

Thank you for the review, and thanks for pointing out those typos. that's a silly mistake by silly me.. :)

[natzky]

such a heart piercing piece ...
better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all...:)

[Akhand Pratap Singh]

well said :)

[EileenMarie]

Unrequited love ... It is painful and hurts so deep!
Great write!

[Akhand Pratap Singh]

Thank you! I am glad you liked it :)