Maybe I Am a Monster Burning Down a Candle, But...A Poem by DrifterI am heading for a bit of a crash I think; I can only live on cigarettes and coffee, and Barely eating, barely sleeping, just replaying Every night (how I dread the nights), and I can't Seem to find an off switch anywhere, all my mistakes Made over the last decade on a relentless repeat that I can't seem to escape, and I'm holding onto a thread Of hope that a meeting once a week is somehow going To free me from this.. but how can I maintain my Sobriety when the worst thing in the world for A person like me is something I now have to Take instead of something I want to take? Sometimes it takes a shockingly short amount Of time once you're outside of a situation To see just how deeply dysfunctional That situation is, has been, would Have continued to be, and how Changing the trajectory of It wasn't just an option, But an inevitability, Even when doing that Means breaking the heart Of the person I love more Than anyone else in the world. © 2016 Drifter |
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