Shallow life

It is hard to follow like flock of sheep;
Not strong enough to stand alone like a lion
Couldn't accept what others say;
Don't have a point to prove,am right!
Neither could let go nor move on;
Neither have reason, why am holding on?
Searching for the things I don't have;
And I either don't know what I have
Without a wish looking at the shooting star;
Waiting for my turn of miracle to occur
Still Struggling to find What am up to?
Knowing, 'Am' the Problem as well as Solution too !