Rough Draft

A friend of mine just told me that I won't feel in pain in a couple of years, 

that in a couple of days, or months, or years, 

I won't feel my hands shake, 

or my body go numb,

or my eyes tear up because of loosing him.

But what if I do?

What if I still do feel it months from now? 

And I say because I can;e shake the feeling.

I can't shake the feeling of of not being able to find someone to love me like you did.