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not in the best state of mind, so this isn't the best work

My body is numb.

And my chest feels like it no longer carries organs. 

My hands have started to tremble, 

and my back has been hurting from laying on the chocolate brown flooring. 

My heart has felt like it has been shot to pieces.

But I suppose that I gave you the gun. 

And my mind has now officially locked the gates to forever. 

Because you see my love, 

you may have think that I destroyed you, 

but in fact it is the other way around.

You and your mind games. 

And I tried so hard to be what you wanted. 

And now, all I do is avoid the telephone,

because if I don't, 

you'll find a message sitting on the front screen of yours,

because there is so much left to say.