That Girl

I am that girl. 

I am the girl that can sit outside in the midnight blue, and not get sick of adding up the stars. 

I am the girl who prefers to watch movies made for children, and enjoys them like a child would. 

I am the girl who would much rather have a big purple bowl of chips than a nice bowl of salad. 

I am the girl who wants to stay home and watch binge watch Gray's Anatomy, but will try and take the chance with everyone but the one person who really wants it. 

I am the girl who doesn't have much friends, but loves the ones she has. 

I am the girl who loves and hates herself. 

I am the girl would much rather have a book in her hand than a bottle. 

I am the girl with the confused heart. 

I am the girl who's hungry for someone to love her, 

but when is loved appears full to the brim and no longer wants the love. 

I am the girl who wants jewelry and food at her doorstep but doesn't want to admit it. 

I am the girl who has love, but sometimes questions if she wants it. 

I am the girl who questions how she could ever question the love. 

I am the girl who is split, but whole at the very same time. 

I am the girl who loves butter on bread, but wants to be healthy.

I am the girl who walks around helping people, but doesn't help herself. 

I am the girl that loves sleep but stays up all night. 

I am the girl that clashes between both sides, 

the black, the white and they gray. 

And I am the girl that doesn't know which color to choose. 

I am lost in all the different hues in my heart. 

Reviews

[Richard]

I like the selfishness of this :)
very good poem

[Mily]

Thank you very much. It means a lot. (:

[Richard]

you're welcome :)