Feel Again.

I don't know why loving you is so difficult..

It's like if you're forbidden to do something, 

and you don't know if you want to do it or not. 

I just don't understand..

You have me, you care for me. 

You're happy. 

But why aren't I?

Why can't I be happy with you?

Perhaps you remind me of the past.. 

Or maybe I'm just afraid of you loving me..

Or caring for me I guess. 

I just.. 

I simply don't understand why I can't feel anymore.