Forever Grasping.

Missing an old friend.

I lost him. 

I lost him the way you fall asleep; slowly, then all at once. 

Worst part is, I knew he was slipping away,

but I just didn't know how to grasp him from fading away.

So, I guess I just watched him disappear from my life. 

He was gone, just like that. 

But moreover, although I knew I was loosing him,

it hurt so bad when I could no longer see his shadow. 

I really miss him. 

And frankly, I think I always will. 

Author's Note

The quote "I lost him the way you fall asleep; slowly, then all at once." was inspired from John Green's quote in The Fault in Our Stars where he says "I fell in love the way you fall asleep; slowly, then all at once."
No credit to me on that quote.