Bad Guy.

just a lost soul trying to find light

It was then that I realized that I was the bad guy. 

I pushed everyone away.

I would leave before I was left.

I was the bad guy in this story. 

I hurt everyone that could possibly love me,

that could possibly care.

In this story, I was the bad guy.

And that's why I would be better off alone. 

Just so I wouldn't damage any other souls. 

I never meant to hurt anyone. 

But in the end, I hurt everyone around me..

And yet, I somehow managed to hurt myself along the way too. 

In this story, I was the bad guy.

                              -e.p

Author's Note

not even sure if this is poetry.
just trying to escape.