[Chapter Six]

Chapter Written By: Angie

“My issue with you Ichigo is that you know what day it is today! I needed comfort. And you were just late! How could you do that to me? I really needed you today.” Amaya snapped. Ichigo was sweating and he looked defeated. He knew he should have been there for you. He didn’t give Amaya the chocolates yet. He should have as soon as he had gotten into Koda’s apartment. Koda was just standing their assessing what was going on.

 

                Ichigo noticed that she had gotten red. She was looking at Edward. Ichigo just sweatdropped and looked down at his girlfriend. He could tell that Koda had liked Edward. It was pretty obvious. Edward seemed not really phased by it. Amaya still had that smile on her face. Ichigo knew that look, but he didn’t know if he could do anything about it.

 

                “I know, honey. I’m sorry. We can talk about it all you want now.” Ichigo said pulling her into a kiss. She pushed away from him. Amaya didn’t want to be kissed at that moment. Amaya looked down at the table that was in front of her. Amaya looked like she was ready to cry again. Koda just looked at her and saw this. She was just amazed how fast Amaya’s emotions changed.  

 

                “I don’t want to talk about it. Just leave me alone.” She went to her new room at her new home. She locked herself in there. Ichigo looked embarrassed. Ed was just being Ed. He wasn’t even fazed by what just happened. Koda blinked and looked at Ichigo.

 

                “Do I even want to know what happened?” Edward asked.

                “It’s nothing…” Ichigo said hesitated. Koda knew that he was lying. She went to go knock on Amaya’s door. It was locked and you could hear Amaya sobbing.

 

                “Amaya, come out! You were making up with Ichigo. You were happy ten seconds ago. Come on.” Koda said. Koda couldn’t believe how crazy this girl was. She had let a complete stranger into her home. She was happy about having a roommate. Someone to talk to…

 

                Maybe she won’t be that easy to talk to. Koda thought to herself. She wasn’t going to let that slip out in front of Amaya. That would just upset her.

 

                “No, just go away.” Amaya said. Amaya from the other side of the door pulled something out of her pocket. She was looking at the picture and letter again.

 

                Why did you have to die? It’s so unfair. I just want you to hold me in your arms and tell me it’s okay again. I just want you to tell me you love me. Amaya thought in her head. She was crying a little softer than earlier. Amaya got up from her spot on her bed. She slowly walked over to her items. She went into her bag and pulled out her favorite diamond knife. She pulled out a couple hundred dollar bills from her pocket. She opened the door to her bedroom. She put the diamond knife in her pocket for later use if she needed to…Amaya knew what she would turn to. She needed to stop because it upset Ichigo. She just couldn’t.

 

                “Koda, I want to thank you for letting me stay here.” She put the money in Koda’s hands. Koda’s eyes opened wide. Koda seemed surprised Amaya had that much money on her. Ichigo sweatdropped again and was looking at his girlfriend.

 

                “Amaya, I have a question for you.”

                “Yes, Koda, what is it?” She asked trying to smile, but she knew it was getting harder for her to smile.

 

                “What happened today?” Koda asked. Amaya looked taken aback. Ichigo pulled her into his arms. Amaya needed to stop thinking about her parents. She knew that the grieving process was slow. She wanted to at least have enough energy that she was losing to smile. She knew it would all disappear soon. She was going to just be defeated.

 

                “Well…three years ago…my parents passed away…I was fifteen years old. My parent’s estate has enough money to last me for years. I didn’t get the money until I turned 18…it’s been three long years since my parents died. I just….” Amaya said…she was starting to cry all over again. She was holding back the tears all day. She was trying to be positive, but talking about them was really hard. She couldn’t keep them back this time. The tears were free flowing. Ichigo had never seen his girlfriend like this. It’s been a hard day for her. No one would have realized she was holding that in. He held her and Koda looked down sadly. Maybe that wasn’t the question to ask her new roommate. She was going to wonder if Amaya was mad at him.

 

                Edward even felt bad for once. Edward could understand too. He lost his mother at a very young age. He could feel his heart breaking for her. Ichigo could understand too. Koda could understand too…losing someone she loved was hard on her too. But losing both of your parents…is going to be harder than that.

 

                “I’m sorry…I shouldn’t have asked.” Koda said. She was feeling bad about asking. Amaya was crying hard. She broke out of Ichigo’s arms. Ichigo was even more worried about her now then he was before. He was wondering if she was going to do something that hurt him.

 

                Amaya went into her bedroom, locked the door, and took the knife out of her pocket. She put the knife to her skin. Slashed the knife down and blood was starting to drip to the floor. She watched the blood mix with tears on the ground. She was hurting on the inside and the out. She was starting to lose her fight. Amaya didn’t know if she could ever forgive herself for what she was doing.

 

                Everyone in the house was worried. Amaya could feel it…but she didn’t do anything.

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This gives me bad thoughts. Great write