Why Is It...

Play the song please

Why is it...that you only talk to me to scold me?

 

Why is it...that no one understands my pain?

 

Why is it...that if I said I was going away, no one would care?

 

Why is it...that you're here when I dont want you to be?

 

Why is it...that I can't move on but you can?

 

Why is it...that I am the way I am?

 

Why is it...that I'm made fun of to the point of tears and no one defends me?

 

Why is it...that all my real friends don't live in the same state as me?

 

Why is it...that my voice goes unheard when it's something important?

 

Why is it...that you said I could talk to you about anything but now you're too busy to even look in my general direction?

 

Why is it...that I'm inferior to everybody?

 

Why is it...that everyone thinks I can handle myself when in reality I need someone's help?

 

Why is it...that I need to burst into tears and lock myself away before someone asks if I'm okay?

 

Why is it...that Im so hated?

 

Why is it...that I'm a prime target for the jokes and cruel treatment?

 

Why is it...that I'm fighting against the world when I was the one who carried the treaty?

 

Why is it...that I'm older than most of my friends but am treated like a little kid?

 

Why is it...that no one cares when I'm feeling alone?

 

Why is it...that all my friends who would "be there forever" have forgotten who I am?

 

Why is it...that no one calls to check up on me after I leave school ready to cry?

 

Why is it...that I'm lied to so much?

Author's Note

I wrote this to multiple people.

Reviews

[EverEmma]

It does hurt....when what you have believed and felt and cried over is stupid or pointless to others
I always am the one crying....I try so desperately not to but yet they still flow.

Life hurts; less for others; more for most

Either way this is a beautiful poem
And if someone who is doing the hurting read this...i'm sure it would change them for the better

[Anonymous]

You'll always be loved, Faith. I pray that someone will step up and be your angel. You deserve that more than anybody. You're a beautiful child of God, and you should never feel any less. I know that there will be a friend that you can hug and spill everything to, when you're in tears and just need someone to hold you and tell you that it will be okay. If you ever need a shoulder to cry on when the friends by your side can't be there, remember that I'm here whenever you need me. I'll be praying for your happiness. Stay strong, Faith.

[MadeCheaply]

pain doesnt hurt when its all youve ever felt

but it hurts more to the people you didnt tell

if i was there with you, you could count on me to be by your side and defend you.
if you wanted company, i would be there
if you didnt, i wouldnt.
love you Onee-San

[dachildofevil]

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[~* Darkness Light *~]

waah im sad!!!

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

Awe this write was so sad! This one makes me want to hug you. *hugs you*
I can relate to this piece. Those are some of the many questions running through my head. Most of my friends are online to. Thanks for sharing.