When You Kiss Her

I've been wondering this for quite a while. I bet you'll never read it.

When you kiss her

Behind the stage

Do you ever stop to think?

Do you ever wait a minute and

Compare

My lips to hers?

 

Do you ever?

 

When she slinks her arms

Around your waist

And presses her lips

To yours

Do you ever wish she'd go away?

Do you ever wish it was me

Holding you?

 

When you lean forward

And give her what she's wanted

Does your heart rip

Because its not me?

Or are you glad

It's someone else?

 

You told me she was a pest

That it was all a huge mistake

And while part of me wanted it to be true

I guess its not.

 

Thats okay.

I'm okay with that now.

 

When you kiss her

Do you ever stop to wonder

If Im watching?

If Im standing on the sidelines

With a broken heart?

 

Do you ever feel guilt

Remorse

Shame

Longing

When you kiss her?

 

How many have been shared?

One?

Two?

No, its more than that

I've seen.

 

As I write

My heart sends waves of betrayal

Down through my blood

And I feel jealous I guess

 

If you read this

I guess I can only ask:

When peering eyes cant see you

And I forget about it

Can you kiss my forehead

Since my lips aren't hers?

 

Remind me

Of how special to you

I once was.

And never again will be.

And I'll be fine.

Reviews

[EverEmma]

I don't see him as a jerk. Just another person who you loved and has moved on.
He might still hurt to see but that doesn't mean you are angry or upset.
I hope you aren't letting him still bother you...
Because it's not worth it

He will probably end up with someone else besides that girl
And you will end up with someone that will make you forget all about him.

Beautiful poem. Thank you.

Emma

[Emunah June.]

Its not his fault. Its completely mine. He pry hates me now...

[The Phantom King Alchem..]

*Readies her armament of guns, blades, and other such stuff*

ALRIGHT! Who's the jerk I gotta beat up Koda! You just lemme at him, I'll make it so he can't kiss anything for a while! >:(

Any guy who does this, really isn't worth it. Trust me. Just kick him to the curb, dust yourself off and keep going on with life.

[~* Darkness Light *~]

woah....thats harsh, but i understand....

[Felipe]

i think that guy doesn't even deserve being called a guy, people are hardly worth tears nowdays, i been told never to cry for girls i like by girls, as it doesn't help, you got your friends supporting you and that's is a great thing, i hope you find happiness, keep fighting for it as a easy earned happiness is not as good as a happiness you work hard to earn^^

[MadeCheaply]

no man is worth tears Faith, you have people that would jump infront of a bullet for you, and would stand up for you through thick and thin. i am here for you. even if we havent talked much, i care for all of my friends as if i had known them since birth. i love you like a sister faith :)

[State of Grace]

This is so sad!!! Don't be sad Koda!!!! But also it's very sweet. I can really feel that you mean every word you put down. Awesome poem!!!
P.S. THAT GUYS A JERK THEN!!!!