Darling, listen
I know you've got a lot on your mind
The world seems stacked against you
And as your lonely soul rests alone at the lunch table
You find it hard to manage that smile I fell in love with
And I know that as you toss your backpack aside
Throwing your tired bones against your creaking mattress
You just want to close your eyes, to mean something to someone
To me
So look up for a moment and breathe in my words
Your crown is tilted, your chin points to the floor
Your clothes are torn from temptation's dirty fingernails
And even when you tell me "Love, I'm fine!"
I can see the ache of fatigue flooding your gaze
But even so
You put time aside to cast your arms around me
To kiss the top of my head, to let me know I'm loved
And even when I tap my lips against yours
My butterflies drip with guilt
For as their wings are bright and bursting with life
Yours are torn and are struggling to survive
So I'll take my hands
Donning my own sick repertoire of scars
And fix that crown I know can gleam so easily
And Ill fix your chin up, facing the heavens
So that way you can become the prince I've always known you were
The prince that God created you to be, for me or for your future her
And while you sleep
I'll take your clothes and sew them back to royal status
Washing them in the tears I've shed for you
Those tears spilt against clean, unwritten letters
Against the fabric of that jacket you've let me wear for so long
Your my prince who believes in my King
And these tears will feed the flower of us
So when you don your clothes
I can be the princess who cared
So darling
Anytime you come home broken
Sad
Forgotten
An enigma amoungst an agnostic fog
Read this letter and know
That there are no white dresses
No rings
No pitter patter of children
And yet
Even so
I am & always have been yours
So darling
Rest those loving arms against me
And close your bright lively eyes
And when you wake
I'll still be here
Ready to love you