I Write, Because... [Keep My Name Alive]A Poem by Emunah June.
I write because I have a story to tell.
The world we live in is quiet With only the occasional cricket To keep us warm And somewhere Somehow We start forgetting who we are (really!)
I write because I want the world to know who I am
If I say nothing, I'm sure to be forgotten I haven't been shot, nor have I cancer I haven't won the lottery, nor walked on water So surely This will keep my name alive
I write because I want to share my blessings
I want to tell them all how happy he makes me I want to tell them all the glory of my God I want to tell them all about what a good friend she is I want to tell them all of the blessings they could so easily have
I write because it's all I can do correctly
I'm a waste of space in the kitchen I can't speak, my throat seems to not exist anymore My looks...well...those never existed, period And if I'm ever gonna lose weight, it'll most likely involve the Great Moore Trick
I write because God gave me the ability
He wishes for me to thrive in my dreams Wishes for my blossoming, my becoming of age I will grow in the dust, I will become the phoenix of His desires I will praise His judgements, His mark on the holy calender A gift not all have, a gift that I alone must nurture
I write because I'm running out of time
One day I'll wear nothing but white Leaving His watchful eye, if only for a second, wearing golden band & husband (Who that will be--well, I'm still quite unsure) And I'll grow, nuturing life, living up to great expectations Learning, loving, dying Age an inevitable demise
I write to explain myself
No one can ever understand the acid gnawing at my throat (Which, I guess, decides to exist then) No one will understand how my arms are chained to my sides A room full of mirrors, not letting me forget what a failure I am His blood enough example, the daughter of a monster My body ill of innocence, his hands ruining whatever I had left
I write because it numbs the pain (For you see, medicine has become too expensive nowadays)
I write because my hand knows nothing else
I write because it makes me feel like I'm worth something
I write because it makes me smile (For I'm no good at forgery, it's too lame a practice)
I write because...well...
I write because I have a story to tell
© 2012 Emunah June.Author's Note
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