This Mind is Unclear

This Mind is Unclear

A Poem by Infernos Wretched
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To anyone going through anything right now that is terrible. I have been through the same route for 16 years until i got out. If you need help. Message me. I'll be here.

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I was a girl who was psychologically blind,
someone who thought the world would always fall down,
Instead of staying strong,
as if i ever wondered of keeping my head up, henceforth wearing 
anything free willingly, 
putting it into different words and phrases that others could
understand clearly.

Without feeling joy, 
only feeling pain,
It was like i had nothing to loose,
yet nothing to gain.
Tearing myself down, over and over,
until the ashes claim the very essence of 
this darkened, unethical non-existent goo 
I call my soul,
As if anyone or anything could devour it
would be beyond my control.

The feelings I somehow still had were
deeply beneath my cracked dismayed paled 
description i call my own skin;
its like multiple leeches are shrieking different 
shrilled noises within my own veins,
using them as the strings to this wretched violin.

Wrong implicitness on the heart could wreck the 
liveliness of our minds,
We want to go back and undo the wrongs we
left behind;
Never in my existence did i ever imagine 
leaving the trapped torturous visceral abode 
that shall ever be called my home,
It's rather to escape something hoarse
than to suffer in the mind alone.

Either there's more to this world than my eyes could see,
or there could be a light at the end of the tunnel,
nor if there was a simple heart,
I could finally feel a crystalline instead
of a grotesque cynical wretched useless being
everyone calls my life.
In every way possible, there's nothing better than 
gracefully easing your soul instead of 
risking it to the afterlife. 

© 2018 Infernos Wretched


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Added on August 23, 2018
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Infernos Wretched
Infernos Wretched

N/A, TX



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Almost seven years ago, i made my first account on here. I'm Brit, really no need to know my age, just simply on here because i found my voice once again for many, many reasons. I started writing when.. more..

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