goodbye for now

watch me fall
ill make a show out of
you can see me struggle

the broken pieces are sharp
these wrists keep bleeding
I can't do it anymore

watch as the little girl turns into your own nightmare
the pain and guilt just eats you up

funny how you look at me so strong
saying ill get throu it

but what's so good about picking up the pieces
you just end up hurting your back by bending over to the shattered remains
nobody ever said I was worth it
so why should I try?

these words are jaming into my head and I can't get them out
watch me slip out of your reach
say goodby to that stuped little girl you once knew

Reviews

[I Am Svetlana]

You can't fix what's already broken. And it sucks to feel so low and worthless where you feel there is no reason to try at anything in life. This is actually how I felt all day today. At work, I get criticized and get told over and over on how I don't do things right when I am told. Then why ask me to do things if you know I won't do it the way you want? There's no point and I feel stupid for still being there, for sticking around when it's obviously everyone would be better off without me. Work won't suffer one bit without me.