rant

For someone I want to save...

you saved me...
So many times
Gave me something, someone to fight for. You. You said as long as I stayed strong you'd do the same...and for so long I was in love with you. But then you gave me something amazing, not only did you give me someone to fight for, you gave me someone to love....but now I'm failing you...now I'm losing you....you're gone....and those waves of depression...are drowning you ...drowning my best friend....the waves that threatened to destroy me...the ones you saved me from...are taking you instead.
I always said it was good for you to branch out and be open....but now....are you replacing me...? Am I just a reminder of her to you....am I hurting you...? How....just tell me how I can fix it.....I owe you my life....I owe you everything....but now you're gone...and I can never repay you....you're still alive...but barely...and I can't save you....unless....why? Why me...? Why did this ever have to happen....WHY??????!!!???

Author's Note

More of a rant than a poem actually. Going to be posting a lot today, in hopes maybe she'll see it. The photo for this poem is of me, she knows why