Hand around my heart

Just about depression, anxiety, etc.

I feel lost

It feels like I’m in the middle of the ocean.

But, the water isn’t clear, blue or green.

It’s black.

Pitch black.

It is made up of anger, confusion,guilt, hatred, emptiness, loneliness, heartbreak, sadness, jadedness, and fear.

Most of all fear.

Then, 

off in the distance over the black horizon,

is red.

It swims toward me.

My own scarlet red blood.

The fear and blood consume me.

They control me like a puppet to strings.

They swallow me whole.

And before I knew it,

I was drowning in overwhelming anger and sadness, and my own blood.

And over all fear.

Always Fear.

Reviews

[emodemon666]

Thanks.I tried my best to word it a way any one could understand. But, it's hard.

[Aesthetic Trash]

I love this. It gives you an amazing idea of how anyone in this situation feels.