If God Had Taken Me

Your haunting face shall not leave my mind
Your touch still lingers, although you’ve been left behind
I see your blue eyes, every time I close mine.
I miss you now, more than ever
I miss your smile, you were wise, you were clever
That night still haunts me
So scary I wish it was fake
You saved me, my hero
Even after I called you a zero
You pushed me out of the way, so the Lord could let me stay
And now you’re gone forever
And I will forgive myself never
If it weren’t for me, you’d still be here
Holding, and calming me, and always being near
But because of me
If you haven’t already seen
Your feet shall never touch earth again

I wish God had taken me…instead