Oxymoron

Make me beg and cry, tear me down so I'm standing on one limb. No matter how much you hurt me I will always stay standing up. I will hold onto you in this hopeless chase of love. You are my world my everything my dream. But you drown me in your presence but are also the one to save me. I can't help but fall for your angelic smile, your mysterious grin, your enlightening glow. I chase you like a puppy, I guess that's part of the fun, but it's also what kills me inside and creates the puddle of tears on my pillow at night. I'm not sure what it is about you that makes me love you but I can't seem to let you go. You are my angel, my guardian, my hero, and my devil inside. Life is filled with storms and monsters without you, but with you it's a pool of magic swarming with death, sorrow, and love... Why can't I let you go? That's a secret not even I know.