Meaningless Rants About Him

This is..bad. I'm..having a bit of a melt down. Sigh.

Attached?

I couldn't be

But now- my God I’ve never been so scared

I want to cry

What will I do

If suddenly

You don’t want to be mine?

I would have to die

No pressure, darling

But I’d have to die

And I’d write my suicide letter encrypted in some book of Poe

And I’d leave it for you to find

Because you’d deserve it

You know what?

I’m sick to my stomach

I didn’t think about what it meant when I said it

But God now it seems so obvious

Right after we did

And we said

Oh my God

I love you

My God

Filip

I'm in love with

Reviews

[paradoxical]

I freakin' love this. I have had a few meltdown ones myself. And since I am terrified of love I can totally relate to the panic behind this. Anyways, another great one! And thanks again for sharing.