BurnsA Chapter by MirrorElz Black meets Liam the new staff. She also heard her father's claim on her.The warm mint air
passed through my red lip, almost through my nostrils too, and greeted the air.
Soft sigh escaped, with all the wishes and wants. Thirty " one. Tall. Dark. I was bold-faced and pretty " in my own
way. I placed my palm beneath my chin. Relaxed my face in its warmth. I had
allowed the chill crispy air froze my skin pores and I suddenly felt the urge
to off the air-condition. Its ability to elaborate my designer fragrance and make
my client focus on me as though I was from vanilla’s village was the only thing
I loved about air-conditions. At least I have a fleeting attention that had
nothing to do with the reason I stayed unmarried. All I want is money. I
realized that I want it more than what others want for me. They will seat
across my desk, mesmerized. The clients. They comment on my
fluid handwriting. They comment on my accommodative smile. They thank me for
always listening " understanding. They say I do my job well. But beneath it
all, I know they were not themselves " plainly speaking. Even with that, I believe
them. Oddly enough, I do my job because when I close my eyes I see my pay
cheque. Sometimes, I try to let them know it was because of the pay cheque. A
fruitless labour because they end up saying “You do it with all your heart. And
it fits you so.” With my long heels,
bouncing strides, stealthy smiles, my usual way, I walked confidently into the
commercial department throwing the spell of high-fives and friendly kisses to
nice colleagues. This fateful day, I was unaware of the fact that I was in
total slow motion. Audio-less. Like in the movies. There sat two lone sexy
eyes. Nothing, no one, was there in the office. Just him. And for once I
hesitated to cast my spells on him. It was as though if I did, I will be damned
" burned. It felt dangerous without a reason. All I could say in seconds before
my head could process the words were “Who are you?” He was silent. He,
too, was trying to understand something. “Why are you here?
You should be in the field, I suppose.” My mouth was running before I really,
really, understand what I was even saying. I looked at the customer service
desk hoping for some words of rescue there. Instead, I heard myself ask the
lady behind the desk, “Amy, who is this?” I dared not look at
him. I walked slowly to
the desk over his left where Amy was. I could feel his cold stare fixated on
me; first, it was on my sleek black heels, then my strong long legs, then my
curves, then on my inexplicable anger. Still, I dared not looked his way.
Why
I avoided him was senseless. Childish. I wanted to pinch myself. Instead I
turned and faced him leaning partially on the desk. Amy rose to her feet and
checked out who I was referring to. Amy was a light skinned nerd with her
glasses narrowing her eyes. She barely wore makeup yet she looks virginal and
cute. She always likes having me around her to make her laugh although she
complains that our bonding times are always short lived. I was not stationed
here in the Head Quarters. I had been transferred to the third branch off South
east. Anytime I came around the headquarters, it was fun. “Just your humor” Amy
would say. When she stood up, she half expected a junior officer there in the
Marketing Wing. Amy had sensed the sudden tension in my voice. “He is the new
staff, Elz.” She said. “I don’t think he knows you.” Then the cold eyes
shifted. Or maybe I imagined it. His stare was still on my face. Now he had a
silent smile on him. But he still didn’t say anything. I was not comfortable
with that. I had no right not to because I knew I wasn’t his boss. I shouldn’t
be asking those questions. But I felt obliged since I was one of the oldest
staffs. Besides, he didn’t say “Hi” I wanted to at least do something. Let him
know I was older staff? Or maybe I was the best? Or maybe talk to him first
indirectly by asking questions? All the same, I didn’t understand myself. It is
rare to lose myself unexpectedly. I decided to leave the place immediately. I had work to do.
Most annoying part. His eyes followed me.
********* “Mum, not much is
happening around here. The people that caused those conflicts have been
transferred. Even though there are little tiffs here and there, it is normal
now. It is expected in any healthy working environment. And the new staff are
completely mature. I am ok.” I said over the phone while shoveling through the
sheets looking for the good lenders’ application. “I thank God for
that. I pray every day for you. You have gone through a lot in that company.
You deserve a raise. Twice you said you will be promoted but nothing.” My mum
lamented I could see her
worried face in my mind’s eye, “Mum, One day I will be promoted.” “I don’t like that
job.” She groans. “God knows” “Mum,” I said with
cautionary tone. She knows I don’t condone pessimism. “Mum, please let me
attend to customers. I will talk with you later, ma’am” “Okay, darling. God
bless you. I love you.” She hurriedly said “I love you too ma,”
I said and ended the call. I was back to my
branch with so much work to do. So, I stared at the application before me. My desk
was in its exhaustive state of mind with white sheets sleeping on it and a name
tag elegantly placed by the side ELZA
BLACK. My computer was tired but stayed robotly awake. Working as a banker
in a Microfinance Institute was as hard as working for larger commercial
industry. My industry focused on grassroot banking and petty traders and other
SMEs. The one way to describe my bank is that it is into empowerment and
project financing. Our profit margin is depends on how much we lend and the
percentage of interest accrued to each loan. In short, we are cooperate loan
sharks. I have to face
different people and different problems that need financial assistant every day.
This I do with all enjoyment because I love to help. Maybe because I and my
family had gone through these financial rigors to go through life despite what
the George Family say about us. They were rich. We were not rich. But right
here, right now, while I sat there in my office, opportunity has present itself
to change all course. The application paper in my hand just escaped a chance of
being shredded into pieces because I was too tired to tolerate ineligible
writings. Yet, I persevered. No application date, no signature, and no salutation.
Who is this? I asked loudly in my mind. “Christy,” A
melodious voice replied. I glanced up, “I
didn’t say anything,” I said. Or did I? Nse was standing
opposite my desk in her black pencil skirt which outline her slim waist with a
red shirt. She doesn’t like using her ties except her name tag boldly crested NSE DANIEL. She was very pretty today in
her black curly hair. “No, you didn’t.”
She replied, “For now.” I raised a brow.
She continued, “The headquarters called in today for impromptu meeting with
commercials. I heard new staff intake” “Met one today,” I
scoffed. “He was looking at me as a droll. The funny thing is I was also
shifting in my pants as a day old. Can you imagine that, Nse?” I asked with an
angry frown at her. Nse was laughing quietly and still managed to maintain a
concerned face. “Is he handsome,
Elz?” She asked “Not all handsome
men make me shift.” Nse raised a brow,
“What are you saying exactly? So, this one does?” One look at Nse, I
understood her. This person is a total stranger. I shouldn’t be this concerned
about my shifting. I looked at her hand, “What is there you are doing?” “Reports. Hate
might be coming for auditing this week.” She threw a glance around the small
but beautiful office space. The flower in its vase by the window and the chill
air condition gave the office a grand but simple feel. “When is the branch
manager coming back? Do you think one of these new staff may be posted down
here?” “I really don’t
know, Nse.” I answered. All I wanted was someone to come and I return back to
my own desk. Relieving the manager and combining my job was too much multitask
I could handle. “When is the meeting?” “By 4: pm” “Okay. What reports
have you made so far?” “Monthly
performance reviews and the branch total risk asset portfolios.” “Do you know the
exact day Hate is coming?” “You know Hate,”
Nse sighed, “He can call in anytime of the week mentioned. Don’t worry; I will
get the work done.” She said heading for the door “Thanks, Nse.” I
said, grateful to have her around. “Always welcome.
Just tell me the color of the stranger eyes when you are back” She said as the
door shut behind her. I sat there trying to assimilate everything
all at once. Hate is coming next week and all work has to be tidied. I have
meeting in the next few hours where I might possibly meet the strangest
stranger again. With the last thought, I felt warm below. In
few hours I was in the headquarters’ conference room. I
saw my Branch Manager, Mr. Oko, seated opposite me. He smiled at me. He could
see that I’ve missed him. I smiled back at him. He was a very kind man in his
late forties and was very lovable. He was sent to be the Head of Business
Development in Headquarters while Mr. Michael Maurice was on leave. Now, Mr.
Maurice is back and this was the first meeting he has called. I knew things
will soon return back to how it was. I looked around and saw the new faces and
old ones. There sat the stranger on my far left studying some files that were
before him on the conference table. He had a very serious expression. His
eyes narrowed as they journeyed to and fro whatever was the content of the
file. I got a glimpse of his neatly trimmed nails, masculine fingers, on to his
silver plated wristwatch. My eyes decided to study his profile. I mischievously
hid my smile about it. At least I will have a detail or two for Nse. I rested
the small of my back on my leather seat and went on my course. He wore a white
shirt on navy blue pants. His forest green tie forged a CEO look on him. It
surprised me that I never took note of his skin until now. He was creamed
chocolate. Hairy. I studied his brow. His deep frown. He had bold brows that
canopied his moon-shaped eye. He was clean shaved. Then, next were his lips. I drank
the sweet sight in. As
though he could tell that he was being watched, he looked up. I was taught. I
wanted to look away as fast as I could. I wanted to run. But there, I couldn’t
even blink or do either of those things I thought of. There was a depth, a
color, a god, I found in there in his brown color eyes. We held each other eyes
for a second. As fleeting as that second was, it felt as though it was a
minute. My head spurned as I looked away. He too looked away and talked with
someone. I wasn’t the same again. I knew he knew I was staring at him. Oddly
enough, I felt somewhat ashamed that I dared doing it. My usual mischievous
strength abandoned me. I blinked and looked at the chairman. He was saying
something about the upcoming auditions of each department. He also introduced
the staff. “Well,
the management has employed more hands that can help in the work. More for
marketing unit, credits, and special assets,” Mr. Maurice said and went on,
“But I will love to introduce Susan Luke, Joel Adams, Peter Oke, Cynthia Manka,
Williams Williams, Penelope Eteng as the new marketers. Our new Head of
Marketing Wing is Mr. Liam Ofana. I will also like to inform the marketers
about the change in policy. Daily call memos and weekly deposit mobilizations
should be submitted every Thursday to Mr. Liam Ofana” Mr.
Maurice looked at the man, Liam Ofana. My eyes followed him and landed on the
stranger. Mr. Maurice went on, “Mr.
Ofana, Let me introduce you to the two top branches and their HMWs. They are
Ms. Elz Black and Ms. Rose Nsansa.” My head was already
swimming with too many strange names. I quickly said “Excuse me” and rose up to
my feet. In minutes, I was in the long porcelain corridor trying to breath. I
felt stressed. I had been up since 4:00 a.m and very tired. I checked my
wristwatch and it was already 7:30 p.m. I closed my eyes and breathe in. Then
my phone rang in my left suit pant pocket. It was mum calling. “Good evening, Ma.”
I greeted “How are you? Why
are you sounding upset?” Came my mum’s small voice. I gave a weak smile
although I knew she couldn’t see it. “I am alright, Ma.
Just exhausted. I will soon go home.” I reassured “I need to see you.
Please come over and see me as soon as you can.” She said with concern. I
became alert. Was something wrong? My mum could sense it that I was anxious.
She puts in immediately, “It is nothing. It is about your father. He has served
a court order to legally claim you as his child. I am worried dear. But we have
seen worst. And honestly, it’s somehow sounds silly.” “It is silly!” I
exclaimed with burn sensations in my stomach, “I can’t bear his name if l am
working in his company, he knows that. What is he up to? Ruin my life again?” “My dear. Just come
let’s talk. You are a grown woman. Both of us can’t do anything without your
consent.”
“Okay, Ma. I will.”
I said and sighed as I end the call. I then turned round to go back to the
meeting. There, I turned to see the stranger looking at me with a phone in one
of his hand and another hand on the conference room door knot. And damn him for
making me have a wisp of his designer perfume. In front of me, that close, I
felt my skin burn more and more. He gave a slight nod, or maybe I imagined it,
and strode passed me to the other end of the corridor still fiddling with his
phone. I didn’t bother looking twice at him either. All men are snobs. They
ignore you and one day surface again as though they are final determinant
factors. I don’t have time to for any distractions right now if I have to deal
with the George family. © 2017 MirrorAuthor's Note
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