Bleeding heart

i've bottled up my pain and fustration long enough. I'm going to try to let it all go with this poem.

What is pain?

It's simple and easy.

Pain is hurt.

It is emotion.

It is a feeling that shouldn't be.

We shouldn't be able to feel it.

 Pain is strongest when emotions come out.

 Pain is something that tears us apart.

Well I for one have almost reached the end of my rope.

 I want this pain to end.

I know life isn't easy or fair.

 But I feel like I've had nothing but hell to go through.

Whille I've had my ups.

They were more like speed bumps.

My downs are valleys.

 Deeper and darker than most would believe.

Everyon says " It'll get worse before it gets better".

Well how much worse can it get?

  I have been in a downward spiral.
I thought I saw a light.

I thought I saw some hope for me.

 Turns out it was just a freight train heading right for me.

I was happy and feeling good for once.

Now I'm back down at bottom.

Why?

Why me?

 Why my life?

What is pain really like?

This time I've had enough.

 I found my happiness in love.

But then my rollercoaster threw me for a loop.

I can't say that i'm bitter.

But I can say that I'm tired of being a loner.

I'm tired of being the wolf that watches over loved ones.

My heart has been beaten and battered.

It has finally broken. 

It is bleeding uncontrolably.

This pain is more than I can take.

My bloody heart is slowly dying.

It won't be long now.

This heart is bleeding the blood of a warrior.

I've fought this pain for far too long. 

I've won more battles against pain than I can count.

I've finally had my bloody heart bested.

The pain has finally won.

Soon my bleeding heart will beat no more.