Drunk Fiona

A diary entry from November 18, 2011.

November 18, 2011

I would rather be sober right now

Than be having these ugly thoughts

About my unhappiness

And about him because I don't want to be mad at him

But I feel yes uncomfortable yes that is right

I don't want to want to die again

But I can feel it coming

I can feel the fall hitting me

And I can feel autumn taking me over

It is my succubus

My incubus

I like them both

And I would rather they both take me now

Than have to suffer another heartbreak at the hands of someone I thought was good.

Author's Note

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