Want

Words tumbling from brain... this is more journal like than prose, I imagine. I need to get some thing out for now.

I want to hear the words spill from your lips

Like a torrent of rain washing me clean with

the reassurance of reciprocity

I want to know that I am not a fool

Or that I am a Fool and that its ok

to be that for you and this

I want to feel in your touch the intensity

of longing and desire and promise and hope, 

of something tangible in the tips of your fingers.

I want to hear my name spoken with reverence

like you want to say it over and over again 

just to hear it leaving your mouth 

I want requited, real, expansive, quiet love 

Love that remembers itself in the small, dark moments

love that is loyal and fierce and for our eyes alone

I want to know that you want me the way I want you

That I whisper in your thoughts when your off just living

that you look forward to the moment you get to see me

I want to be told that it's real, that I'm not alone

I want to hear the words as I close my eyes 

that will fill me up and spill over into everything I touch

I want to hear the words drip from your mouth like honey

I want to feel the heat of your heart when you touch me

I want to be incomparable and the choice you make.

Reviews

[chicagogirlonce]

LIKE YOUR LINE-WANT TO KNOW THAT I AM NOT A FOOL-WROTE SOMETHING LIKE THIS THE OTHER DAY WAS WONDERING IF I HAD MADE A FOOL OF MYSELF BUT NO MATTER-GUY DIDN'T REALLY PAY ATTENTION HE WAS TOO WRAPPED UP IN HIM--LIKE A LOT OF EM ARE-LOL
ALSO LIKE I WANT TO BE HE CHOICE YOU MAKE==SO SPECIAL TO ALL OF US TO BE CHOSEN