//The Bruises are Supposed to be the Art:A Poem by Ella NoelleIt’s always been about me, it’s always been about you, a collection of unfinished stories and pieces of the people we couldn’t bring ourselves to throw away. All the life I was living ever seemed to be was a failing argument with the God I used to seek, the God who showed us how to breathe but didn’t show us how to be. Now I’m throwing up over a home that I don’t know yet, because you love me and he needs me, you love me and she breathes me. You were the image of distortion as my reflection, so I trashed the f*****g mirror until the image of perfection appeared. I hit myself until I bleed, it makes everything and everyone around me so much more beautiful. your honesty that she’s a goddess compared to me. I wonder if you f**k like a goddamn sewing machine trying to put the pieces back together without any string. If I had the chance I wouldn’t start again, because at least right now I’m everything I am. © 2016 Ella Noelle |
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1 Review Added on March 4, 2016 Last Updated on March 4, 2016 AuthorElla NoelleAboutI am only who I am. Last night I had a brief and frightening dream that George Saunders was my best friend. A try so hard it's embarrassing. more..Writing
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