Playing the role of someone I'm not

Do I speak more

and let you think

less of me

or

keep silent?

Is it ok to

let parts of me stay hidden;

digging;

constantly trying to

find a way

out;

quietly

killing me?

Is it worth

the absence of words to veil

the interests I have

that are deemed abnormal

by society

in order to keep close

the people in my life?

because I don’t know what

I would do without those individuals,

but I also have spent years

as an actress

playing the role

of someone

I'm not

and it’s a job

that compensates too low

of a pay

for me to live off of anymore.

Reviews

[Justin]

These are questions I ask myself a lot I think you speak more at the right time keep silent other times but I'm not for sure

[mess of gorgeous chaos]

I do try to speak at the right time. It's hard to know when though. Im glad to see that people can relate to this. Thank you :)

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This is deep hmmmm the speak of having those near and being glad yet living a double life of some one a person isn't maybe to fit in or deeper. I liked it:)

[mess of gorgeous chaos]

Thank you very much for your feedback :)

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Your very welcome:)