wanderess

wanderess

A Poem by NadiraDevi
"

leaving you behind and loving myself

"
no longer do I want your love
better things have beckoned me towards them

the swaying of trees
the blinding rays of sunshine
the echoes of birds chirping 
the cheesy smile of beautiful children
the innocence of the world have whispered my name from afar 
and I long to pack up and shift into where my name is being called
so that I can find in this world that you occupy with me and billions others
where I belong 

once upon a time
I truly believed that it was with you 
but you made it clear
you weren't my home 
and you weren't where I belonged
but yet I chose to stay, 
where I wasn't welcomed,
and I burnt down my pride and sold you my identity 
just to have a safe haven in you
you shook me off of your bones 
the same way you would of an insect 
until I was forced to leave 

so you see, 
just because you left me homeless and without 
just because someone else has occupied your bones that I longed to dwell in 
and you howl in joy that I am deserted
the world is still spinning
and it calls out to me to twirl atop it 

© 2015 NadiraDevi


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I like the honest tone in the words and the good flow of thoughts leading to the strong ending. When the love is done. Best to allow to lay dead.
"the world is still spinning
and it calls out to me to twirl atop it "
Good to find a better place and leave the things behind. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

Posted 9 Years Ago


I burnt down my pride and sold you my identity. Damn Very Tight

Posted 9 Years Ago



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NadiraDevi
NadiraDevi

Queens, NY



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-fifteen in love with words and the idea of being in love escaping reality is my home -my favorite thing to write about is a boy that isn't mine I love books and writings that are against the n.. more..

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