Me

Deep in the back of my mind
There's a dark place you'll find
My thoughts run mad
Always making me sad

I don't want this shame
I don't want this pain
I just want to somehow be me again

I'm numb
And I feel dumb
Don't want to be defined by my own mistakes

But do I have what it takes to be free once again?
I hope so, but for now all I have is my pen
So I'll write
Oh I'll write
Through the evening to the night
And I know I'll be happy by 10