Lost.

The thing is,
Love will change you.
I felt myself grasping onto every moment, every second and every ounce of thin air, just to end up in exactly the same place fate destined.
Clinging on, didn’t change a thing.
But it changed me.
The thing is now,
I will never settle for less.
I will never let myself get to the point of fighting so hard, just to lose myself.
I will never let myself, feel the pain of another slipping away and trying desperately to force myself into another’s life.
I want to be obsessed about and wanted and necessary,
a love that is given and real and fulfilling,
that fills holes and repairs.
Because if not, what the f**k is the point in loving?