It rarely fades in...

I'd grown bored of lifes monotonous tones,

My enthusiasm for being was down to its bones.

I'd tried and I'd failed to make it all right,

It was becoming ever clearer I was losing this fight.

The cloud they talk about doesn't exist,

For me it was more of an all encompassing mist.

The darkness surrounded my every move,

Every second of life became a struggle to prove...

I deserved to live, To breath, To smile

All doctors would do is make me more docile.

I'll start again, once more begin,

It all fades out, it rarely fades in!

Reviews

[Cheryl J. Turner]

Superb!! I love this one! I especially like these lines;
'The cloud they talk about doesn't exist,
For me it was more of an all encompassing mist.'