Fireside ChatA Chapter by Eddie DavisOn the night before her father's funeral, Aurei has a private conversation with Sir Hugh that may change things.10. Fireside Chat
Two hours later, the tavern had been emptied,
and the exhausted Drow girl had ordered all the workers to go home to bed so
they could be prepared for the following day. Aurei was in a mental fog
as she trudged through her usual cleaning of the tavern, a task compounded by
the crowd that had seemed so messy this evening. She longed to take a bath and rest her aching
muscles, but she knew she was expected to have everything ready for the funeral
service that afternoon. So as the rain beat heavily upon the wood
shingles of the tavern roof, she swept the floor, struggling to keep her eyes open
as she worked.
The sound of someone loudly plopping down in a
chair right behind her caused the usually very alert girl to jump and give out
a little shout as she whirled around to see who had slipped into the tavern. "We’re closed, I’m afr-- …Sir Hugh!"
The red bearded knight sat grinning at her, stretched out in a chair and
still wearing his plate armor and muddy riding boots. "Good evening, Aurei!" the knight
said with a slight bow of his head, "I’m sorry I startled you. I
know it is late, but we just arrived and I am absolutely famished." Aurei’s eyes went wide in horror, "You
mean there was nothing offered to eat to the Royal Caravan at the Keep?!" Hugh laughed, "No need to worry, my dear,
there was a huge banquet laid out before us when we arrived. Pinel dove
right in like a starved pig, his sow and piglets did likewise." Aurei could not help but giggle at the term he
used to describe the Sheldos family, "Hopefully the King had something to
eat?" "Well, his Majesty was exhausted and
rather wet from the storm they rode through to get here, so he politely retired
to his quarters to dry off and change clothes. He bid everyone in his
party to do as they please. I did not fancy seeing the Sheldos clan with
their snouts in the troth, so I thought I would come here and see if I could
find something to eat." Aurei immediately went behind the counter and
hurried into the kitchen area calling out as she looked in the "No, no, cold is fine by me. Please
don’t go to any trouble for me." "Its no trouble, really, the fire is
still hot." Without waiting for a response, the girl placed some of
the meat in a pan and soon had it heating over a fire. "Aurei, you really didn’t need to do all
of that for me." The knight said. "When you have ridden for hours in the
rain, cold meat is not exactly a welcome meal. It will only take a few
minutes. We have some potatoes left and a few scraps of bread -not much
really…" "Dear girl, please! Enough, what
you have done is fine, for goodness sake. Have you run like this all
day?" She nodded as the beef sizzled slightly in the
iron pan. "I brought back the horse I borrowed
yesterday, he has been groomed and fed and is in your tavern's stable.
How is the Flydros girl… Leah, was it?" "She has slept most of the day, I’m
letting Krys and Brandi take care of her. She’s a bit scared of me,
probably after seeing me in that armor last night. I don’t blame her,
the poor little thing." Aurei yawned and blinked away a tired blur
from her eyes. "Were you able to get some
sleep?" "Not yet." "Aren’t you exhausted?" "Very much so, but when you work at a
busy "Shouldn’t you get some sleep before
tomorrow? I imagine it will be a very busy and emotional day." She shrugged, "Well, I sort of did - that
trance-like state I was in when you surprised me is something I am told that
Elves go into instead of sleep. I don’t usually do that, I like regular
sleep, but I’ve found that I can usually keep going when I do experience
'Elf-sleep'. I don’t intentionally go into that state, it just happens
when I’m really tired." "The Elves I’ve known tend to sit down
and have a far off look in their eyes when they are resting like that.
I’ve never seen one doing chores at the same time." Aurei smiled as she placed a plate of warmed
up food in front of the Knight, "You probably haven’t seen one working at
an Sir Hugh looked up at her, gently grabbing her
wrist, "Can you sit for a moment so I can ask you something?" "Ok, but forgive me if I nod off- I’m
afraid when I hit that chair I might go into ‘human-sleep’." "I’ll risk it" the knight smiled,
"What I wanted to ask you is about your parents - your Drow parents, I
mean."
The mention of her biological parents brought
her to full alertness in spite of her weariness, "I never knew them." "From what I’ve heard, you were found
here as a baby by Duke Bugley?"
Aurei nodded; she had told this same tale
countless times to curious patrons of the Inn, "They found me in an Elven
carriage that had wrecked or had been pushed off into the "She gave birth to me somewhere and then
either she or the Faesidhe Elves put me in the carriage and dumped me in the
river - or something like that. Either way, there was no trace of the
Drow who gave birth to me to be found in the carriage other than for the armor
and a few Drow cloaks. The carriage floated downstream until it got
entangled in the low water dam by the millpond and that is where I was
found." "And you have no idea whom your mother
and father were?" "No. The armor you saw me wearing
yesterday was some that was found upstream from the Millpond. It was piled
beside a grave of a Drow woman who had been killed by arrows, and she wasn’t my
mother. Whoever buried her apparently also was a Drow and the Rangers
that traced her think she was a female by her footprints. She probably
wasn’t my mother either, as she travelled a long distance after digging a grave
and that doesn’t sound like a woman who has just given birth.” “Besides, I doubt she would have taken off her
armor and thrown it into a carriage along with me and then started off across
hostile country in her undergarments. They only mentioned one set of
footprints, so this Drow lady was alone." "It sounds to me as if there were a group
of Drow nobles- females- in the party, and one gave birth to you during the
raid and apparently died, along with the one that was found buried. The
third fled. I know that they were nobles and not common foot soldiers by
the armor - common Drow wear chainmail, not plate armor." Aurei nodded, "That is what Thorm said as
well." "About 70 years ago -give or take a few
years- there was a great battle between a large army of Drow who attempted to
invade the "How do you know about it, then?" "Well, there are a few small villages in
the mountains bordering the southern extent of the Faesidhe forest and it seems
that several of the shepherds saw from a distance the Drow army march out of
some secret passage within the mountains, following the Deepburn river by
moonlight and then marching directly into the Elven forest where they seemed to
simply disappear." "The shepherds were terrified of what
they saw, so keep a watch out all night and the following day. That next
evening they reported that the distant sounds of battle could be heard through
the still night air, coming from within the great forest. Several weird
flashes of light and what seemed to them to be claps of thunder drifted out of
the forest. The sounds lasted all night and throughout the next day
before dying away in the late afternoon." "The shepherds said that the night
following that, there were forms seen running out of the forest, only small
handfuls in number and all of them pursued. The Faesidhe Rangers and
archers chased them and killed all those that the Shepherds saw leaving the
forest. Then they’d drag the bodies back into the forest." "How creepy!" Aurei commented,
absorbed in the tale. "A few days later, when it was clear that
there was no more activity coming out of the forest, some of the younger
shepherds ventured down to the foothills and looked around. They found
very little; Faesidhe arrows and a few dropped Drow weapons and pieces of
equipment, but that was all." "One of the shepherds was a little boy
when it occurred and he was so impacted by it that when he grew to manhood he
moved away, settling in King’s Reach as a Wool merchant. He had a royal
commission to sell wool to the palace, and as an old man he told the tale to
the King and his knights one evening. That is how I heard the tale - and
the time frame would seem to match your birth." "Yes, but that is a long, long way off.
To get to Westmark from that area you would have to go hundreds of miles
through the very heart of the Faesidhe forest. How could a small group
of Drow women avoid the Faesidhe for weeks if not months? And why would
they flee into the forest instead of trying to get back home?" Sir Hugh shrugged, "I don’t know -
perhaps they were part of a second force that was attempting to steal into the
interior of the forest. Going after the fruit of the Faesidhe tree in the
Clearing of the Ages, I’d guess." She had heard of the great Elven tree from
time to time from the patrons, none of which had ever seen it. It was
said to be a magical tree, huge in size and its fruit gave youthfulness and
healed the body. The Faesidhe Elves of the great forest guarded it
zealously. "Do you think there really is such a
thing as the great tree?" Aurei asked. "Oh absolutely. I’ve heard a
Faesidhe Elf mention it as a fact. It produces a red apple-like fruit
each summer that takes away sickness and disease, heals injuries and restores a
degree of youthfulness to those who eat it. But more amazing is the
white fruit - once every millennium or so, it produces a handful of white
pieces of fruit amongst the red. The Faesidhe select certain individuals
to eat each piece of white fruit. Those who eat of the white fruit are
said to no longer age and are immortal." "Immortal? Are you serious?" "That is what they claim.
Naturally, they have to protect such a valuable tree and especially so when the
white fruit is produced." "When was the last time the tree bore
white fruit?" Aurei wondered. "I don’t know - the Faesidhe Elf didn’t
mention that, but I wouldn’t be surprised if that Drow raid coincided with it.
Maybe that is why they risked such an invasion; so some of their nobles
or wizards could obtain immortality." "Maybe that is why a pregnant Drow would
go on such a dangerous mission." Aurei commented, trying to make sense of
it all. "Perhaps… one thing I find interesting,
Aurei, is the Elven carriage you mentioned." "How is that interesting?" "Well, they are used by the Faesidhe
nobles - and their ambassadors. There is sometimes a Faesidhe ambassador
who comes before the King at King’s Reach and I have seen his carriage many
times. The common Faesidhe do not use them and they do not have them at
their guard posts." "So you are wondering how I came to be
found in one?" "Exactly - perhaps they stole one from a
messenger from the Elven King had sent to the front with a dispatch-but usually
dispatch riders don’t take carriages." "It could have been the carriage of a
noble who had come to see the battle, but there would have been so many Elven
soldiers in the area that I doubt it could have been stolen. Perhaps
they ambushed it on the road." "Father said there were a few blood
stains on the fabric of the carriage seats, but not a lot." Hugh scratched his beard, "Maybe that is
what happened, then. But there is another possibility." "What is it?" "What if your mother was part of a force
sent secretly into the heart of the forest to try to steal the fruit of the
tree - maybe it was the white fruit’s time. The whole invasion to the
south would have been a ruse to pull the Faesidhe forces away and make their
plan easier. They steal some of the fruit and try to escape in a
carriage, but are either ambushed or the carriage wrecks and falls into a
river. Do you know how the "It comes out of the Elven forest some
miles north of town, but I have no idea what the river looks like before it
leaves the forest." "Neither do I, but I will bet it flows
close to the Clearing of the Ages, where the Faesidhe tree grows. That
is in the very center of the forest and still a great distance from Westmark,
but by river it would be quicker." "Father did say that the river was at
flood stage when they found me." "Interesting… maybe they were trying to
cross the river when the swell of the flood broke up the bridge they were
crossing, knocking the carriage into the water." "Sir Hugh, you are certainly a wise man.
To piece this all together is amazing." "Well, I had some information you didn’t
have, and that helped. But it is all theory, really. They didn’t
find any fruit in the carriage with you, did they?" "Not that they ever mentioned.
Father did say that they used to hide me from any Elves that came into the
tavern for several years, but that was due to my race." "Do the Faesidhe ever come into
Westmark?" "Seldom; father said that when they first
learned that I was here they were none too happy and sent several groups to
meet with father. They wanted him to turn me over to them, but would not
give a reason and would not tell them for what purpose and he refused.
He said it got rather heated for a while until one of their leaders convinced
them that I was no threat and they left." "They had spies watching me for many
years, though we weren’t pestered any more by them. Even now
occasionally I hear of shadowy figures watching the Hugh nodded, "They are a very proud,
haughty race. They even look down at other Elves, they think of them as
a lesser race. Obviously they don’t consider you anyone to worry about or
they would have killed you long ago." "Killed?!" Aurei said, horrified. "Oh yes, they have no qualms about
killing anyone they find dangerous or that is potentially dangerous to them.
The fact that you are alive is evident that they are no longer concerned
about you living on the eastern border of their Kingdom." "That’s good to know." She
said with some dismay. "Don’t worry about them, Aurei. I
suspect they see that you are really just a Drow with the mind-set of a
human." "Is that what I am?" she smiled. "Well, you certainly don’t think like a
Drow would." "And how many Drow have you met?" "Only one, other than you, and he
actually is only half-Drow. Half Faesidhe Elf and half Drow in
fact." "Faesidhe and Drow?!" Aurei
exclaimed at the impossible combination. Hugh laughed, "I know, it amazed me too,
but he will absolutely not tell how this happened, he’s tight lipped about it
and seemed haunted in a sense. He’s a Bitter Dreg Knight named
Eleazar." "A what?" "Bitter Dreg knight. You’ve never
heard of the Bitter Dregs?" "No, what are they, a knightly
order?" "More than that - the Bitter Dregs are a
sort of brotherhood organization made up of outcasts from regular society.
Hence the name ‘Bitter Dregs’. Actually, they form a very large,
very powerful, mostly covert society that the "So they are followers of Yesh?" "That is a requirement. They
further the cause of Yesh through any means they can, and often this is in
unconventional ways. The Bitter Dreg Knights - or the Blood Knights as
they are usually called- are made up of warriors of Yesh -mostly Paladins and
Rangers- from all parts of society as well as many demi-humans. " "They are the most known part of the
Bitter Dregs and are legendary brave fighters. They take on missions
that other orders deem too deadly. Many of them die in battle, but they
always come to aid those who follow Yesh. Of all the knightly orders
I’ve encountered, they are by far the most noble, though you certainly wouldn’t
know it by looking at them." "And this half-Drow, half-Elf was a
Bitter Dreg Knight?" "Eleazar is one of their captains.
A very noble man, though he seldom speaks. His skin is grey and his hair
as white as yours, Aurei. His eyes are about like yours as well, fiery
red." "I’ve never met a Drow before." "I’m not sure you’d like to meet him.
He hates Drow passionately. I suspect it was something in his
childhood, though no one knows. He has led several armies into the
Underdark to clear out the cities near the surface that the dark elves use as
staging grounds for raids. He doesn’t even get along with the small
community of Drow that live in Aeropolis." "There are Drow in Aeropolis?"
Aurei was learning all sorts of new stuff from the Knight.
Aeropolis was the largest city in the world, seat of both the "There is a small community there.
They are followers of Yesh that fled from the Underdark about 60 years ago due
to persecution. They settled in Aeropolis after learning of Zeatt the
Good living there- she’s a Drow priestess of Yesh, the only Drow cleric he has,
and it is said she is one of the most devout.” “Her faithfulness to him and her great piety
has made her greatly respected in Aeropolis and so the city and the emperor
allowed the refugees to settle there, though they still are cautious of them.
Zeatt is in effect their Bishop and they call her Matron Zeatt.
I’m told there are about 70 to 80 Drow living there and they have their own
tiny quarter of town. They are mostly merchants and craftsmen." "I never knew that!" Aurei was
amazed; none of the many patrons in the Muddy Boot had ever mentioned the fact. "Well, they are a very quiet, rather
private community, I am told, and try to stay low-key. And Aeropolis is
a great distance away. Being in the royal court, however, you are privy
to much information that the common folk never learn." "We are about the end of the world up
here, not much changes… usually. I like it that way. I just
wish things could have stayed how they were." She sighed, looking
down at her hands. "You mean with Duke Gamel?" "Yes, and I miss Mother Bugley - she’s
been gone a long time but I still miss her." "They raised you well." "They were the best. Mother… I
called her mother by her insistence but I really thought of her as my mother I
guess… anyway, she always taught me to not feel embarrassed about being
different from everyone but instead to be bold and up front about it." "Really? How?" "Well, when I first started serving
tables in the tavern, I was just a little girl, and of course the people in
town knew I was a Drow, but we’d have many people passing through on their way
to and from King’s Reach and they’d really have wild reactions when they’d see
a Drow bringing them their mead. Mother told me that I needed to have
fun with their questions and reactions - to make it a sort of game." "So I’d usually come up with some sort of
snappy response to the typical questions or statements they’d make. They
wouldn’t vary much anyway. Usually "You’re a Drow!" Or
"What is a Drow doing here?!" Or "There are Drow way up
here?" . Things such as that. Some would say mean or hateful
things, and some would get angry and a few even violent, but I learned how to
handle it." "So what would you reply when someone
would say, ‘You’re a Drow!’?" Aurei sat back in her chair, "Well, one
of my favorites would be to respond, ‘No, I’m just an Elf with a really good
tan.’. Or ‘No, I just don’t believe in bathing.’ , or ‘No, I messed up a
wizard’s order once and *poof* he turned me into this!’. "
"I’ve used ‘No, I used to work for a
cloth dyer until I fell into a vat of black dye and he let me go so now I work
here.’. I’ve also tried looking down at my hands when someone would say
that, letting out a little scream and running around saying ‘I’m a Drow, help,
help!’ but that tended to annoy father so I didn’t do that much. One of
my favorites would be to lean in when they said that and go, ‘Shhh!
You’ll blow my cover! How can I ever take over the world when
loudmouths like you are ruining my disguise?’." Sir Hugh was chuckling at her retorts,
"It sounds like you indeed had fun with it. So it didn’t bother you
to have to answer all the questions?" "You get used to it after a time; it just
becomes part of life. Part of my life as a barmaid, I guess I actually
enjoyed being a freak, so-to-speak… until the last few years." Her mood sobered and she frowned slightly. "What do you mean ‘The last few years.’?
Other than Duke Bugley’s demise and the recent events, what else
happened?" Aurei yawned and shifted nervously in her
chair, "Oh nothing serious I guess, it’s rather silly…" "What?" Sir Hugh asked, now quite
curious.
"It’s not something I’d feel comfortable
talking about with a man. No offense, but it’s somewhat
embarrassing." "Something female related?" "Yes" she fidgeted in her chair,
feeling very awkward and wondering why in the world she had led the
conversation this direction. Probably her tired mind not thinking
straight. "You are too young to have too many, ah…
female concerns, I would guess." "No, I don’t mean it like that… it’s
just… I… well, I started… changing." She was fidgeting even more
now, amazed that she was having such a conversation with a man she barely
knew. "Changing? You mean you grew
up?" "Yeah, but it is different for Drow.
You humans reach maturity in a score of years and begin the ascent in
half that time. But I was a child for almost 70 years, living
among humans. I grew used to being thought of like that. There
was an old merchant that used to come in here regularly when I was a child that
used to call me his ‘little black sprite’ and I had another lady called me
‘pixy’ all the time."
"I would mingle about in the tavern and
joke with everyone and they looked at me as just a dark colored Elf child.
When you live like that for more than 60 years it becomes your identity
and you grow comfortable with that. Then, suddenly I began to
change…" "But surely you knew you would grow
up?" "Yes, but nobody here in town knew much
about Drow puberty. I was told several times that I’d grow up to be a
willowy Elf lady, and I’d seen some of the Wood Elf ladies from time to time
and they were always small, thin and dainty and so I thought that was how I’d
look, which wasn’t too different then what I already looked like. But
no, I didn’t get that lucky." Hugh scratched his beard again, "But you
are an extremely beautiful young woman." Aurei snorted, "Hah! All that
happened to me was I got too big!" "Too big?!" "Look at me, Sir Hugh! You might
as well, as that is all the men do all the time anymore! I hate it!
I can’t just relax and joke around with the patrons now, oh, no, now they
have to flirt with me and pinch my butt or grope for my chest. They all
stare at my chest, I haven’t seen a man’s eyeballs look me in the eyes since I
started -as Alis calls it-‘filling out’. And these stupid dresses only
make it worse! It is so unfair! I’ve got a bigger bosom than
Krys, Alis or Brandi and they are humans -well, except for Alis -- she's a
half-Elf, but it is insane!” “ I don’t want to look like this!
Elves shouldn’t look like this! I can’t even wear some of the dresses
the other ladies wear because they are too tight in my stupid chest area!" The knight was surprised at how upset she had
suddenly become, as if a dam holding back her strong emotions had suddenly
burst. She sat there, still ranting on and on about how upset she was
that she had grown into a very mature looking young woman, with tears streaming
down her face, her hands trembling and her voice getting more and more
hysterical as she vented what he surmised was a very bottled up, deeply felt
frustration.
"Calm down, child" he tried to
soothe, but she was now sobbing in her hands, rocking back and forth in the
chair. "I’m sorry" she said through her
sobs, "I hate how I look, Sir Hugh! I want to be a girl again; I
don’t want everyone looking at me like this! I feel so… vulgar… with a
body like this. I hate it! I wish I could just wear a big bulky
robe all the time so nobody would keep looking at me!"
He was at a complete loss over what to say, so
he patted her arm gently and just sat there and waited for her to calm down.
After a few minutes of crying and another of sniffling, she took a deep
breath and dried her eyes, looking at him with a weak smile. "Sorry, I guess I lost it for a minute.
Wow, how embarrassing." "I won’t tell anyone, it looks like you
needed to let that out." "Not in front of you I didn’t.
That is one reason I miss Mother Bugley - she died before I ever started
puberty and I know she would have known what to do." "Do you have any ladies you could confide
in about your feelings?" "The other barmaids, I guess, but they
don’t really understand, because they went through it at a normal pace.
I think it was all the years of nothing happening then suddenly it all changed
that made me so upset. My mind was used to being a child, after all
those years."
"I think what is causing your trouble is
that you are among humans and they don’t really understand Drow childhood.
Our lifespans are in decades, yours is in centuries, yet you live and
think for the most part as a human, so your mind had to work out an existence
that combines the way you think with your racial heritage, and that is
difficult. "
" You don’t act like an Elf or Drow,
Aurei, you act like a human, but a human does not have 70 years of childhood,
so I would say you found a logical way to deal with your rather unique
situation. How many Elves are there - and certainly there are no Drow-
that have been raised completely by humans without any of their own race to
give pointers on the physical changes you go through in growing up?"
"Very few have gone through this, I
suspect. It is like an Eaglet raised from the egg by a Robin, it will
think it is a Robin and go through torments of identity. Much of your
racial identity comes from what your parents teach you and what you observe in
your surroundings -- and your surroundings are, for the most part, human." "But from what I have heard, I wouldn’t
want to live amongst the Drow if I had the chance." "No, they are a cruel race, it is said.
I imagine you would not at all feel at home there either, for you are a
human in your mind, just not in your body." "Lucky me" she quipped, standing up,
"Would you like some more to eat?" "That is enough for tonight - if I keep
on eating, I will not want breakfast." "Sir Hugh, I am very sorry for behaving
like this around you. I don’t feel it is proper for a lady to talk about
personal things to a man… I wasn’t brought up to act like that. Please
forgive me, but you seem to be so easy to talk to, and very wise in your
counsel." The knight smiled, "I’ve been told that,
but don’t worry, Aurei, I won’t reveal what you said to me tonight to anyone.
Sometimes we are placed in positions where we don’t feel like we quite
fit in… or are able to do the job that has been assigned to them to perform.
I’ve learned in my own case that you should always do your very best, be
candid when you make a mistake or just don’t know something, and above all,
just keep trying. Sooner or later, you will master your life." Aurei nodded, clearing the plate away.
Sir Hugh got to his feet with a slight groan of weariness and turned to her,
"I think I can now sleep. I will see you tomorrow morning."
"Do you have any idea how soon the King
usually rises?" "Well, he spent many hours in the saddle
today… in the rain… so I am quite certain it will not be too early, though I
suspect your good friend Pinel will be up with the rooster to make sure
everything is just so-so." "Goody. Well, maybe I can get a
few hours sleep anyway. Thank you, Sir Hugh for talking to me. It
is amazing how easy it was to talk to you about all of that… stuff." "Glad to help, Aurei. Thank
you." "For what?" The knight smiled somewhat secretly,
"Let’s just say, for helping me see things a certain way.
Goodnight."
With that said, Sir Hugh bowed slightly and walked
out of the tavern into the rain, gently closing the door behind him and leaving
Aurei to puzzle over his words.
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