Nothing Pure

A jumble of feelings brought into this form in hopes that I can be free of them

So many things I did not want to repeat.
So my future is now again incomplete
Nothing in this world stays forever true
And whether it's my fault or not
A set path is something I'll never have.

A life of wonders can always be promised
But time will always destroy them all.
Nothing in this world stays forever pure
All the light will come crashing down
And a dark path is all that'll be found.

Hopes and dreams are all dead to me
And I will never try again
To see the glimmer of certainty
In this hell I call reality.

This world of darkness is where I belong
There's no use of trying to get out
Everything in this world is a lie
And whether I want it to or not
Nothing will ever turn out just fine.

I hate the feelings that grew inside of me
All of my dreams grew just to die again.
Nothing in this world stays forever mine.
No matter how hard I try
That bright future I will never find.

And these feelings of love and joy
Were meant only to destroy
What little strength was found in me
And bring me down so miserably.

So bring the hurt
And bring the pain
For they will be my only gain
In this cold world that quietly lies
In wait for me to slowly die.

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[1809 Black Plague Decem..]

oh my this words shatter and its griping and it brings me sadness, i relate, mishel