Just Kill Me Now

This is where I lay my head

To hide from the tortures of my mind

This is where I hid the dead

To play with when I felt it was time

 

I thought this is where it all ended

Me in my bed

I thought that this wasn’t to happen

Me in my head

 

I dreamed the horrible dream

The colours weren’t what they seem

Falling down through endless doors

Never finding the floors

 

I found where the dreams died

I found the dreams I lost

I remember the night I cried

The night I played Faust

 

I remember the grave

The flowers I gave

The fear that plagued

The words I prayed

 

The flesh wound that festered

The knife that shone

And I pestered

Take me now and be gone